the dating room

[Nesquik]

Otaku> Bulworth ^^
Matsu> i was jk anyway

[shaberry]

lol miyu a man hahahahaha

wow two girls after me :p

all of a sudden the tables tilt

but of course i choose my shaberry :p *glomps*

sorry secret admirer i still <3 you
*blush-huggle-glomps JB* Puwah hahahaha! He said MY shaberry! ^-^

[DatLatina!]

better stars!!! or else ill kick ur ass

[Nesquik]

i'll kick yours first
anyway, g2g, bye

[Hathore]

bye

[Mr. Killa]

w00t done and done, no need for me to be here anymore i suppose

[Hathore]

why jb?

[DatLatina!]

i'll kick yours first
anyway, g2g, bye
haha :Haha yea right

[Mr. Killa]

cause i got the girl i wanted, therefor im not needed in the dating room

[DatLatina!]

true bro good luk

[Hathore]

wow

well at least i sucked to help you win

[DatLatina!]

he'll be fine Bul

[Nrvnqsr Chaos]

wtf -___-

[Hathore]

yea everyone wins at some point

[DatLatina!]

wow wtf r u sayin wtf

[Nrvnqsr Chaos]

cuz i dont understand the situation lol

[Hathore]

what idk...
being random

[Future]

*dates himself*

[Nrvnqsr Chaos]

lol i used to have this graphic team called pwnage sprites, even though all we did was animation :p it closed after bout 3 weeks

[Lust]

poor futu....why nobody want the love machine XD

[Hathore]

looking for date

[Nrvnqsr Chaos]

maybe if you were a girl -_____-

[Hathore]

i should swithc to one

[Rorschach]

LOL
yes yes... indeed... I'm a man... ;)
So you finally admitted it.

[Hannah]

*walks in*

So you finally admitted it.
its kinda obvious >.<

[Lust]

hey rukia~

[Hannah]

hey kay *hug*

how are you?

[Rorschach]

its kinda obvious >.<
No i knew that miyu was a guy, he kept denying it though... wait

[Lust]

lol i am fine how are you? XD

[Hannah]

kinda good but not really

did you have your lunch already?

[Lust]

lawl right now i ameating so chat later rukia~

[Hannah]

*wondering* okie cya grandpa tc:)

[Lust]

lawl i am eating in front of pc XD

[Hannah]

oh ok i misunderstood your post back there
*laughin* how silly of me

[Lust]

lawl sort off XD

[Hannah]

<.< sorry

*gave kay something to drink*

[Lust]

lawl thankx~
*drink*

[Hannah]

*smiles*

[Lust]

lawl you are smilling kawaii XD

[Hannah]

kinda smilin but still feelin sad

oh btw what's kawaii means? *blink*

[Lust]

kawaii = cute anyway gtg see ya ja ne~

[Hannah]

oh okie cya, this time for really XD

[Prince Noctis]

Wheww... you peoples post alot in such a short time..

after reading the last 15 pages... i lol'd at Bulworth. nice try man, nice try.

*pulls out a futon and takes a short nap*

[Hannah]

*wandering around*

[Nrvnqsr Chaos]

*surprise glomp*

[Hathore]

*walks in and goes and starts paintin*

[DatLatina!]

*walks in and goes and starts paintin*
u probably lookin 4 the girl of ur dreams still...haha :Haha...im kiddin that was random

[Nrvnqsr Chaos]

*plays raquetball against the wall bul is playing*

[DatLatina!]

*plays raquetball against the wall bul is playing*
haha

[Mikado]

I demand a date!

[Hannah]

*waves to everyone*

[Nrvnqsr Chaos]

http://denvish.net/ulf/070607/70640_akuma.php
pwnage by me :headbang

[Hannah]

*gets Mokona and give her to Mikano*

[Shaz.]

I demand a date!

arent you married?

[Mikado]

A one time date just for fun not for e-love isn't bad is it o.O

[Hathore]

time for a date

[Shaz.]

*gasps* miky no i wont let you date! you got moko =3

[Mikado]

So that means I can have friends!? *gasp* =O

[Shaz.]

yes friends! if you want me and you can go out as friends =O

but not an e-date

[Mikado]

Doesn't everything that goes out has the name "date" o.O?
*goes out with shaz as friends*

[Shaz.]

lol i dont think so =O

a date is meant to have a romantic setting and were not having that

*goes out with miky as friends and drags rukia along* X3

[Mikado]

Let's go to chocolate land!

[Shaz.]

yeah!

your paying though xP

[Mikado]

>.>...
*Pays*
It isn't cheap ;__;

[Shaz.]

=O

*give miky half of what ever it costs*

[Mikado]

I don't need it :P
I'm leaving tho..
Seeya!
Fun at chocoland :P
*showers shaz with chocolate with my choco-fan*

[Shaz.]

lol okies bye!

=O chocolate heaven XD

[DatLatina!]

coco!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Shaz.]

=O

*offers coco*

[DatLatina!]

yea i got chcolate

[Hathore]

any pie?

[Shaz.]

ur i dont think the pie is chocolate so nope

[DatLatina!]

now oreo pie

[Hathore]

illl make some cake who wants some?

[Hannah]

*walks out to sleep*

cya later kay, sha and all <3

[DatLatina!]

illl make some cake who wants some?
me

[Hathore]

cool

*goes into kitchen and starts preparing batter*

[DatLatina!]

ok every1.....13th a me even though hes offline i broke up with him hes my e-brother and he deserves somebody better but were still friends i told him

[Hathore]

brother ewwwww...

*cont's making cake*

[The_Supervisor]

heh, for breaking up/divorcing/ w/e, try this place...
http://forums.bleachportal.net/showthread.php?t=10222

[Nrvnqsr Chaos]

*is lost in the situation/conversation*
@_@

[DatLatina!]

i know im just annocing it

[.Rik-uh-shey]

which means im single again =0

[Hathore]

yes you are sir welcome

[.Rik-uh-shey]

i havent been here in a while =0.
*stretches*
*puts on shades :cool:*
time to play my cards right again

[Hathore]

this time dont be someones brother :p

[The_Supervisor]

...or father, son, sister, mother, grandpa, etc :lol

[.Rik-uh-shey]

lol i think she was adopted after we were dating.... and everyone in CB is related somehow if you've been adopted. i think it was mostly an excuse to get out of the relationship. but really i dont even wanna date anymore. im just playing around

[Nrvnqsr Chaos]

for instance exarkunn is my distant cousin so im your uncle in some ways :D

[.Rik-uh-shey]

lol. nicks been pretty inactive lately =(

[Hathore]

lol i think she was adopted after we were dating.... and everyone in CB is related somehow if you've been adopted. i think it was mostly an excuse to get out of the relationship. but really i dont even wanna date anymore. im just playing around

wow thats pretty messed up apostie
then why did you keep dating?

[.Rik-uh-shey]

wow thats pretty messed up apostie
then why did you keep dating?

i dont understand... what is messed up? her being related to me? cuz i didnt exactly realize it at the time cuz she never adds family to her sig. and its not like its RL where im banging my sister so calm down....

[Hathore]

i dont understand... what is messed up? her being related to me? cuz i didnt exactly realize it at the time cuz she never adds family to her sig. and its not like its RL where im banging my sister so calm down....
yea its just so random lol
i know ur not naginh ur sister that would be somethin esle
in Angelic FC you said you know why ya'll broke up

[.Rik-uh-shey]

yah. cuz she wants to be with someone else, and i think i know who that someone is =). i dont blame her or anything. it was going nowhere. and whats random?

[Hathore]

yah. cuz she wants to be with someone else, and i think i know who that someone is =). i dont blame her or anything. it was going nowhere. and whats random?

who who i wanna know who it is.....


and the brother adn sister dating thing thats its random that no one knew till now

[.Rik-uh-shey]

lol. umm... i thought she wanted to be with you dude

[Hathore]

really where you get that from?

[.Rik-uh-shey]

hmm... maybe its not you. its just that i was looking at her FC and she said that someone had a crush on her, but she was already in a relationship. and it just looked like you two were getting pretty tight. but hey lets party!
*rolls in kegs*

[Hathore]

mmmm really yes let roll out the kegs...







:)

[.Rik-uh-shey]

*downs a keg and smashes it on forehead*

[Hathore]

this is going to be a interesting day

[Nrvnqsr Chaos]

EVERYONE HERE, put down a street fighter match-up you might want to see

[.Rik-uh-shey]

Ryu vs. ehh... Ken. Ally vs. Ally ftw w00t!

[Nrvnqsr Chaos]

that ones a bit too common.........but i'll take it, any others?

[Nesquik]

*comes in*
this place is dead...
*writes emo note about love*
*leaves*

[Nrvnqsr Chaos]

hiya lesbo

[Nesquik]

hiya.........*has something to tell even though it's lame*

[Nrvnqsr Chaos]

http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb37/animatoraizen/graphicallyintensifiedyuki.png?t=1181430088
photoshopped by me XD

[Nesquik]

wow O.O

[Nrvnqsr Chaos]

i didnt draw it but i did give it some extra color :)

[Nesquik]

it's..........
*wordless cause it pwns*

[Nrvnqsr Chaos]

http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb37/animatoraizen/sagubooru-f592a6ef5da05eab99b7f9bfe.jpg
before it got photoshopped

[Nesquik]

O.O
pwn.........
since i g2g i'll tell you now >.<
i still love you.... but everytime i don't talk to you i love you more, so please don't hate me

[Nrvnqsr Chaos]

lol, then turn full lesbian already -___-

[Nesquik]

actually told you cause Ara told me to XD
you dont hate me? >.<
anyway, bye

[Nrvnqsr Chaos]

i can hold back hate. if i didnt, i would've killed you :p


p.s. its a joke

[Future]

poor futu....why nobody want the love machine XD

I guess no one wants teh love machine anymore -_-

[Miss M]

So you finally admitted it.

:o
that means we can't have a shower scene anymore?

[Nrvnqsr Chaos]

*waves at miyu*

[Miss M]

ohh... hello!!! ^.^
whoever you are... :3

[Future]

*eats miyu*

[Miss M]

nu-uh!! you can NEVAR eat me!!! M-E!!! N-E-V-A-R!!!
*steals Billy's cookies*

[Nrvnqsr Chaos]

i used to be sasukesan lolz
*waves to zansastu*

[Silhouette]

lol. Who knew Miyu was was on the menu. :rolleye09

*sighs* I'm so bored. *takes over the dating room... just like the Cafe, and soon the Hot Springs...*

[Lust]

0-I
zan at dating room???
now that aint gonna happen everyday XD

[Hathore]

hello everyone

[Miss M]

@otaku-sama: ooohhhkey... :3

@Sess: coz I'm uber lickalicious... :lol

[Silhouette]

Lickalicious, eh? Sounds... tasty. *coughs*

Er anyway. Anyone else here bored? Join me in my war on CB! NOWZ! J00 have all been drafted!

>.>
<.<

Except for you Kay... you go sit in a corner somewhere or something. >.>

[Miss M]

:o
can I be the mascot?

*kicks Kay* F-A-G!!! :p
jking... xD

[Silhouette]

Mascot, eh? You seem too... "lickalicious" to be a mere mascot, but whatever. Hm. I was thinking something fox-ish. *throws a fox costume at Miyu*

[Miss M]

:o
smexy... :3
*wears fox costume*

[Lust]

sit in the corner...???
*put up banner "i against this petition!!!"*

[Miss M]

*pats Kay*
I know how you feel... ;_;
...............................
................................................
not really... :p

[Silhouette]

HAH! PWN!

lmao. Fine then Kay, you can join us. How's vanguard infantry sound? Cannon fodder ftw? *grins*

@Miyu: You make a nice vixen. Never seen a sexier fox in my life.

<.<

LMAO! Kidding... >.>

[.Rik-uh-shey]

War on CB!!! im in!!! =0

[DatLatina!]

hey every1...

[Hathore]

*blows horn*

quiets peeps

[.Rik-uh-shey]

is the war starting?!?!? =0

[DatLatina!]

ok anyway hey Bul

[Hathore]

matsu would you date me?


*walks into kitchen to grab cake*



@ everyone i finiished the cake i know its late but here you go

*hands out cakes*

[Prince Noctis]

*takes the cake and throws it on the floor and steps in it*

[.Rik-uh-shey]

*pees on the cake and flips the bird*
you're cake ain't welcome here boy

[Prince Noctis]

*high 5's Xx13thApOsTlExX

[shaberry]

woooooowwww...you guys are meannnnnnnnn... >.<;;;

[.Rik-uh-shey]

*highfives back*
:cool: now im gonna put my collar up and wear shades and snap my fingers down a hallway

[Future]

*whacks bro* congrats on passing academy twurp

[.Rik-uh-shey]

rofl you know i passed in class 8 right? thanks though bro.

[Hathore]

*takes the cake and throws it on the floor and steps in it*

oh why my cake?

oh yea guess what???

*pulls out a second cake *

that cake had ants and spiders in it just for you bullys

[.Rik-uh-shey]

*puts a cigarette out in bulworth's eye*
cuz were rebels...

[Prince Noctis]

oh why my cake?

cakes are for fatties

:musak:

[Future]

rofl you know i passed in class 8 right? thanks though bro.

O_O, *sigh* i'm so slow -_-

lol haha i was in class 10 -_-

[.Rik-uh-shey]

its all good futy =P. now please partake in the drunken debauchery!

[Hathore]

well i wish you didnt do that


*pulls out a small sword marked crimson*

[Future]

its all good futy =P. now please partake in the drunken debauchery!

o_o ... o_o ... o_o ... okay

[.Rik-uh-shey]

*hands Futy a keg*
join the family tradition bro!

[Hathore]

come apostle attack my cake again and face my blade

[.Rik-uh-shey]

*smashes cake with sledgehammer*

[shaberry]

cakes are for fatties

:musak:

I like cake...does that mean I'm a fatty? *blink*

[Hathore]

thank you my blade hasnt tasted you yet apostle

64 Deadly strike

*crimson begins to shake and glow red*

[.Rik-uh-shey]

*reforms and breaks in bulworth's kneecaps with a conduit, then locks him up in my basement*

[Hathore]

is that racial slur?

[.Rik-uh-shey]

i didnt intend it to be

[Hathore]

but it is now

[Hannah]

want to e-date my sissy sha *waitin for her reply*

[shaberry]

Yesssss! Incest! I wanna date my sissy! She's a hottie! *glomps-huggles-gropes*

[.Rik-uh-shey]

not only incest but homosexuality!

[Hathore]

haha

[shaberry]

It's the hotness! You know you like it. *huggles and fondles sissy rukia*

[.Rik-uh-shey]

i could do w/o the incest part lol. girl on girl.. yah im game =)

[Rorschach]

/me wants to date kiwi, but doesn't see her much anymore =(

[Prince Noctis]

No sha, you're not a fatty.

You look like you exercise and workout.

[Hannah]

*huggles sissy sha*
where you wanna go? wanna go man hunting roar

[.Rik-uh-shey]

does this date open up to a 3-way? :cool:

[Prince Noctis]

does this date open up to a 3-way? :cool:

I'll would pay whatevers left in my v-bank to see that:toocool:

[.Rik-uh-shey]

which isnt much rofl. dont worry you can find the vidonline at Apostles'sexyvids.com

[Hannah]

sure why not, we're look for hottie hot hot men out there *cough* besides JB

right sha??? *wondering where she is*

common your already sm3xy in that outfit
come out already, let's ride your bike

[.Rik-uh-shey]

Sweet! and shaberry is lurking around the FC section =P

[Prince Noctis]

JB is going to Killa someone.

[.Rik-uh-shey]

pun! i think

[Hannah]

JB is going to Killa someone.
dont mind JB atm
let's have fun sissy:Domo

[shaberry]

alrightie then....*gives rukia a leather jacket and a helmet* (safety first) hold onto me tightly...lets go cruising to the beach =) *gets on bike and rev's*

[.Rik-uh-shey]

=0. what about me!

[Hannah]

=0. what about me!
wait hold on

i better get my own bike if that's the case

[shaberry]

Sorry...its only me and rukia...=) I want her to myself *wink* No sis...get on! Just hop on the back...and hold onto me =)

[.Rik-uh-shey]

its okay ill just fly. *spreads wings and follows*


EDIT: can I atleast videotape it?!?!!?!?!?

[Prince Noctis]

its okay ill just fly. *spreads wings and follows*
EDIT: can I atleast videotape it?!?!!?!?!?

*points to the sky*

"its a plane!!1 no.. a bird!!! ... hmm.. wtf is that thing ?" :eek13:

[shaberry]

hmmmm...well see...well...maybe not...you were being a lil mean to me a while back...no goodies for you =P

[.Rik-uh-shey]

=0! i was just playing around. oh yah and JB is on

[Hannah]

Sorry...its only me and rukia...=) I want her to myself *wink* No sis...get on! Just hop on the back...and hold onto me =)
opps i forgot, i dont even know how to drive a bike

okie sissy here goes *hold tight to sha's waist*
oh your really very sm3xy sissy

[Prince Noctis]

*borrows camera from shutter squad and taking paparazzi style pcictures*

"saving these for JB later"

[shaberry]

yeah huh...sure...well see...get on your knees and beggg! mwahahahaha!

[.Rik-uh-shey]

*gets on knees* PLEASE!! please let me catch this hot lesbo action on tape!

[shaberry]

*rides of with rukia in tow* To the beach!

[.Rik-uh-shey]

*gives sha the finger*
im gonna go pick up some disease infested prostitutes and have unprotected sex with them after snorting 2 lines of coke...
*rides off on motorcycle*

[Prince Noctis]

*gets on knees* PLEASE!! please let me catch this hot lesbo action on tape!

:face82:

lets go around and find us our own dates

[Hannah]

*rides of with rukia in tow* To the beach!
are we there yet, i cant wait to wear my O.o

[.Rik-uh-shey]

:face82:
lets go around and find us our own dates

yah screw them!
/me scouts the area for chicks

[Prince Noctis]

yah screw them!
/me scouts the area for chicks

Come over to my hangout spot, i have lotsa import tuner models here...

screw bikes, we got tuner cars.

[shaberry]

*parks bike* Yeah...we're here. Ohhh...wear your what? *blink* Strips rukia down to reveal her bikini =) *stips clothes off too...revealing a bikini* Let's go for a swim...there's a bonfire that's going on later ^-^ Well...go find a guy for you there. =)

[.Rik-uh-shey]

hellz yah! you cant screw a girl in the backseat of a bike! cars ftw!

[shaberry]

Cars are slow...heh. I can bang my girl on the beach. =)

[.Rik-uh-shey]

wanna back that up sha?

[shaberry]

BRING IT! I'll smoke ur ass any day.

[.Rik-uh-shey]

LETS DO THIS SHIT!! after i warm up some pizza. be back in a lil bit

[Hannah]

*parks bike* Yeah...we're here. Ohhh...wear your what? *blink* Strips rukia down to reveal her bikini =) *stips clothes off too...revealing a bikini* Let's go for a swim...there's a bonfire that's going on later ^-^ Well...go find a guy for you there. =)
bikes are more sm3xer than cars:headbang

sissy you like stripins clothes *blink*
i like your black bikini *eyes went big*
you got boobies same as matsumoto, really gifted *loves sissy*

*jumps on the water* let's go for some swim first

[shaberry]

LETS DO THIS SHIT!! after i warm up some pizza. be back in a lil bit
Lol...hahaha...riiiiighttttt...

*splashes water at rukia*

[.Rik-uh-shey]

im back 0_o

[Prince Noctis]

party time.. join in
too late

[shaberry]

Hey now...you said you wanted to be with your import chicks...what happened to that? *blink*

[.Rik-uh-shey]

=0. that chick is hot

[Prince Noctis]

Hey now...you said you wanted to be with your import chicks...what happened to that? *blink*

change of plans yo

[Hannah]

Lol...hahaha...riiiiighttttt...

*splashes water at rukia*
*splash water back to sha water but harder*

opps sorry sha you drop your _____
guess its my fault for hittin you water that hard

[shaberry]

Lol...*shrugs*

Goes back to playing with Rukia =) Oppsss...lemme go get that...*swims underwater and goes behind Rukia wrapping arms around her waist and pulling her under water*

[.Rik-uh-shey]

/me videotapes it all
im not a pervert im just curious

[Prince Noctis]

i'm putting all this wet bikini contest thingy on you tube

[.Rik-uh-shey]

im putting it on apostlessexyvids.com

[shaberry]

Lol...*grins at 13th's camera*

I thought you guys were going somewhere else? *grin* What happened to the 'hot import models'?

[Miss M]

@13th: right.... wut about the time you were peeking in teh girls bathroom? :3

*eats everyone*
I stealz yer cookies... :3

[.Rik-uh-shey]

now say "I love Apostlessexyvids.com" just a lil advertisement

EDIT: @Miyunami: I WAS CURIOUS

[MOONDOGGIE9]

is all this just random

[.Rik-uh-shey]

is all this just random

welcome to the randomness section bud

[Miss M]

yes yes... indeed... it is... :3
cept that 13th is an rl perv...
he has over 40 girlfriends.... ;)

@13th: o rly? like... having a camera with ya that day?

[Prince Noctis]

*looks at the Hot Import Nights event near the beach*

"im soo there!"

*blends in with the crowd*

[.Rik-uh-shey]

it was a documentary.... nothing more

[Hannah]

Lol...*shrugs*

Goes back to playing with Rukia =) Oppsss...lemme go get that...*swims underwater and goes behind Rukia wrapping arms around her waist and pulling her under water*

hey hey hey sissy be careful you might pull my bikini off
and be caught in the camera :sad

[.Rik-uh-shey]

now thats what im talking about!
*steadies camera* its for a documentary

[shaberry]

*evil grin* Ohhhh...*wraps arms around rukia's waist and moves hands up to rukia's bikini top straps around her back* So...I can't even...*slightly tugs at strings* pull? *blinks innocently*

Lol...13th...lol...

[Miss M]

now thats what im talking about!
*steadies camera* its for a documentary

that's what you always say... :rolleye09

[.Rik-uh-shey]

its cuz its always true =P.

now look at the camera more when you put your tongue in her mouth

[Prince Noctis]

*Feels left out*

*sees hot chick*

"woo.. heheh"

[Hannah]

*evil grin* Ohhhh...*wraps arms around rukia's waist and moves hands up to rukia's bikini top straps around her back* So...I can't even...*slightly tugs at strings* pull? *blinks innocently*

Lol...13th...lol...
*blushes* hey hey hey dont over do it
im startin to think your not my so innocent sweet sissy girl
dont let me go beyond that i might do something nasty

[Miss M]

^ is this what they call "lesbian love"? ;)

*makes out with Mizu*
got nothing else to do... :3

[.Rik-uh-shey]

damn. am i the only one not getting action here?

[Prince Noctis]

*fixes messy hair after the makeout session*

[Miss M]

damn. am i the only one not getting action here?

yup... stick with yer porn folders... :3

[Hannah]

damn. am i the only one not getting action here?
better join mizu and miyu or enjoy getting videos from them and me + sha :toocool:

[.Rik-uh-shey]

*makes out with hand* hey babe did you get me a condum? oh who cares lets go bareback!
/me makes sweet unprotected love to his hand

[Prince Noctis]

better mizu and miyu:toocool:

Mizu doesn't do ménage à trois with guys

[shaberry]

omg...ewwww >.<;;;that was too much info 13th >.<;;;

[Miss M]

lawl...
threesome =ewwwww!!!!

@shaberry: he does that everytime... :p

[Hannah]

Mizu doesn't do ménage à trois with guys
but you will go if that was 2 hottie hot hot girls and only 1 you

[Prince Noctis]

hands 13th some money to purchase lotion*

but you will go if that was 2 hottie hot hot girls and only 1 you

no waii!!! i'd be dead of a heart attack

[.Rik-uh-shey]

whats that hand? you want me to stick it in your behind?
/me thrusts into hand

[Miss M]

but you will go if that was 2 hottie hot hot girls and only 1 you

only if 13th had a transplant... :p

[.Rik-uh-shey]

only if 13th had a transplant... :p

im not interested in you anyway miyu. ive already tapped that once =P *refers to that "interesting msn convo with nick, rayven, herself, and I*

[Prince Noctis]

omg never heard of someone e-tapped lol

[shaberry]

Hmmm...*gets slightly disturbed by 13th's actions*

*wraps arms around rukia and puts lips close to her ear* Hey...let's go...somewhere...private and continue this =) *draws lazy circles with fingers up and down rukia's back* What do you think?

[.Rik-uh-shey]

yah dude. we e-tapped all night long

[Hannah]

no waii!!! i'd be dead of a heart attack
better do something first before you go play dead

[Miss M]

im not interested in you anyway miyu. ive already tapped that once =P *refers to that "interesting msn convo with nick, rayven, herself, and I*

ohh?
I didn't join yer actions... :3
Malice and I left... :p
it was...disturbing....