My end

[emmasu]

Love is the first thing in my life
All the tests proved that lie
It seems that I will stay a fool for the rest of my life
You know, maybe I should die, if I can not handle a lie

I told you that I will die if you hurt me
I trusted you, I put my heart in your hands, fool me
Fool me, am forbidden from falling in love
Fool me, no one can handle my love

Am so sick, so sick of my life
Am so sick, so sick from falling in love

At the end of this poem, my life ends
So bye bye, everybody

[iladys]

Emma *hugs* Maybe it isnt the right place for me to say seeing how I'm not sure what your situation is but you shouldnt give up on 'love' or so the definition of finding another, let alone give up on life. That may be the easiest solution to ending the pain but it is not the bravest route. Your poems are lovely and you bring a lot of life into cb and I wouldnt want you to change or go away. With love, you fall many times but its the ability to pull yourself up again and it will find you eventually. I have fallen so many times that I pushed myself to believe that I'd die alone and lonely, until I found someone, but then it still wasnt hard to sway the other way again. Dont give up,girl cause you've got friends here to support you :winking56

[SoundWave]

"Fall down seven times, get up eight"... Never give up... Don't be afraid to talk to ppl if you feel really bad. "There are plenty of fish in the sea"... Pls don't give up.. ^^.. ah well, I like dark poems like these...

[emmasu]

@iladys: thank you so much, actually am speechless and i do not know what to say, really thanx

@N0s,: thanx, you are the best