somwhat late introduction...

[TemJin3000]

hi,

...nice to meet you all ^__^


btw, something fustrated me...i just looked at my thread "help with manga"...the replies were *sorta* nice...i'll try to enjoy my stay here, as long as no one tells me things i already know, or doesnt accuse me, such as telling me to be patient, and not e-mail the admin...which i am and did not ever do...i realize its just a "tip"...but that tip sounded like i was being told things that i did, but actually didnt do..TRUST ME...i assure anyone and everyone here that im one hell of a "mr. nice guy" once ya get to know me and that i have just about unlimited patienice...i know no one could of known these things...but give me a break, hehehe

once again, i apologize...i do not mean to make anyone angry at me or offend...as a veteran of many other forums...ive had more times of fustration than this though...so no worries ^__^

[Darren337]

greetings temjin, i dont know what exactly you are talking about, but we give people here the benefit of the doubt before we publicly execute them. if there was a rant to the people who leech and you took offense to it, then step back and say "do i fit the profile of who is getting yelled at? am i a leech? am i only talking in here to ask for MORE media?" if you said yes to any of these questions, then you should be offended, becuase leechers offend us. if the questions dont fit you at all, you have nothing to worry about. statements made in general in BP/CB dont always apply to all members.

[Ryudell]

? I posted in that, but I don't remember being harsh...maybe I should check again. If I did, sorry! You seem decent so far, keep being a Mr. Nice Guy^^ *Gives you cookie*

[kinonai]

Well, unlike Darren, I love publicly executing people. Now, stick out your neck, and prepare to soon feel cold metal:

First of all, the people that responded to your thread were only trying to help and had no obligation to you whatsoever. Secondly, how the hell are we supposed to read your mind? You say “i'll try to enjoy my stay here, as long as no one tells me things i already know”, but the only way we COULD know is if you TOLD us that you already did it. Did you? No? Then shut it. (By the way, later on you say that you know they couldn’t know it…yet you are yelling at them for it? Wow, that makes sense…) You claim that “some” of the messages were nice, although looking back, I do not see even ONE sarcastic comment (which is amazing considering your linguistic skills). Do you want examples of people being nice to you? Alright, here you go:

MrPrince: They told you of a site where you can DD all of it
Aya724: They said that they agreed with MrPrince and that it was a great site. Also, they explained that BP’s media is sometimes down and that you should be patient and wait it out.
Ryudell: This person explained that it is very seldom that you cannot download off of IRC, although it is often in the queue…so it might be wise to wait this out too.


Oh yes, evil comments, don’t you think? Heh…

[Ryudell]

o_o I'll make sure to proofread my posts to avoid walkin' the plank.

[kinonai]

Oh, don't worry Ryudell. I was in a bad mood and I just needed to take it out on someone, that's all :).

[Porkchop Express]

kinonai... Please never yell at me like that... I think I would hurt myself.

I will also try to be more coherent in the future.

[Darren337]

wow, really psycho ppl in here... temjin this is what i warn you of, be wary, but also have fun.

[TemJin3000]

ya, i understand what you mean, Darren...doesnt matter since as soon as i saw Kinonai talkin s**t towards me...i simply skipped it cuz i could tell he doesnt know what the hell he's even talkin about...thats the only thing i hate about the internet, its emote-less. though, of what i did read from his post, i shall make one correction to that: in no way was i yelling at anyone; anyone can get the wrong idea about things (as proven by both him and i)...as said before, im a "veteran of many other forums"...so im used to guys like him spewing idiocy at me, all over a mis-conception and/or opinion. *sighs* i dont worry too much, if i did, i wouldnt have much pride as a nice person as i usually do.

i would make many other corrections to what he said, but it's not worth going down to his level of redunant anger...

edit: actually, i do have an anxiety disorder, so usually i would be very angry...but hey, the will to mature comes quicker when you think a situation through

[kinonai]

Yea, I’m just one hunk of a man, aint I? ((muffled laughter due to the fact that I am a girl))

Moving on, it seems you’ve restated what I was saying about you and thrown it at me. Wow, how clever. At any rate, I already said it really had nothing to do with you and that I was just in a bad mood, so stop being so into yourself. By the way, how can anyone ‘yell’ on a message board? That would be some trick :). (Oh, and I would work on my spelling/grammar skills before I call someone else an idiot ;). Don't believe me? Just to make a point, I will edit your post):

Yea, I understand what you mean, Darren. Although, it doesn’t matter because as soon as I saw Kinonai (by the way, how can you ‘see’ someone on the internet?) talking shit toward me, I simply skipped it. I could tell he doesn’t know what the hell he's even talking about. The only thing I hate about the internet is that it’s emote-less (that isn’t even a word, but I’m not going to touch it…). Although, of what I did read from his post, I shall make one correction: in no way was I yelling at anyone. Anyone can get the wrong idea about things (as proven by both him and I). As said before, I’m a "veteran of many other forums", so I’m used to guys like him spewing idiocy at me [I](don’t you just love hypocrites? ^.^) over a misconception and/or an opinion. *sighs* I don’t worry too much, if I did, I wouldn’t have much pride.

I would make many other corrections to what he said, but it's not worth going down to his level of redundant anger.

edit: Actually, I do have an anxiety disorder, so usually I would be very angry…but hey, the will to mature comes quicker when you think a situation through.

Now, my point here is that he is basically saying I'm an idiot, yet he can’t even spell it out. Please think things through next time before you make a hypocrite out of yourself. I really have no problem with people not caring about grammar and stuff on the internet...just people like this...gah.

(Also note that I don’t care. ;).)

[Ryudell]

Kinonai, ur barbed wit is amazing *sweatdrop* I bow to u

[TemJin3000]

why do i have to spell the way you want me to spell...thats horseshit and doesnt matter because its the internet..dont be so anal for god's sake...trust me, i write the way you want when its in real life, but the internet is for fun, so why take something like grammar so seriously.

...and dont you ever call me a hypocrite, i have nothiing against you, yet you push to make me angry (assuming or not). what do you have to prove. i have nothing to prove, this all started as a misunderstanding while i introuced myself, and here you come, just talking up a shit-storm at me...i know you say yer joking...and i know you dont know me at all, but at least from now on, recognize what you are saying to someone who even just admitted, even though i really should've not had to because i dont know anyone here either, maybe to make more sense of it to anyone, that i do have an anxiety disorder, which is causes me to overly worry about your "joking"...thus, i cant "get over it"...hell i even worry about what you are going to say next...it'd be fustrating for you too if you knew this mental state that wont go away

besides, i didnt say you were an idiot at all, so please dont put words in my mouth too, i said *in a way* that you were "spewing idiocy at me"...

i dont want to get ANYONE mad at me, its not worth it. when i came to this forum for just trying to find out where the mirrors were, sure i got nice responses, but unfortunetly i took them the wrong way, MY BAD...but they were nice responses, so why not stick around, lots of nice anime and manga fans around here like me to conversate with, and i did not mean to cause any problems at all (or at least thats why i percieve, that ive caused a problem)...im not looking for sympathy or pity, and i hope no one does think i am a hypocrite, or being arrogant, selfish or someone that has a superiority complex...and im not trying to prove anything at all either, i just came to make friends in a way as well, and apparently im not doing good i think..

when i say emote-less, it means emotionless...the things said on the internet are like that, even sometimes with smilies...

ugh, ive written too much i assume, and probably not making the situation better...forget it. i DO hope someone looks at this the right way this time and knows that i mean well by whats being said now.

[Darren337]

omg, both of you chill. this is what i call an ichigo/ganju introduction. *sigh*

[Porkchop Express]

omg, both of you chill. this is what i call an ichigo/ganju introduction. *sigh*

ooow that was nice.. that was some excellent "we all love bleach lets be friends" style of moderating there darren. I was pretty impressed.

[TemJin3000]

i apologize, darren

if he retorts, i will simply not answer this time. again, i apologize, although, i am just fine, no need for me to "chill"...since i was trying to stop where the conversation was going in the first place with my last post. (weither or not it looked like it, thus as usual: emote-less internet)

if you must, have the thread closed.

[kinonai]

Sorry to cut it to you, Tem, but there are only two ways to spell in the English language: The right way, and the wrong way. As far as me calling you a hypocrite, I see nothing wrong with that. You implied that I was being an idiot, yet you were acting like one yourself. Now, as far as the mental disorder thing, yea I might understand more than you'd think. I had depression for a long time and took pills for it (which really just made everything worse), but I NEVER let things like this get to me. About you calling me an idiot, I agree. You never said the word 'idiot', although I was referring to the overall point of the post. I'm not sure where this is going, since I was joking, and since I'm not mad; all I know is that it’s starting to get pathetic. Now, if you look at your first post, you'd see that you were being a least a little stupid, right? Let's leave it at that. You made a fool of yourself, and nothing more. The end.

[TemJin3000]

someone please close this thread, this guy is pissin me off.

its scary to think that i cant say anymore to this, no matter what i say, its going to be used against me by him.

ill say this once: just stop. you were wrong to insult and judge me.

there is no "the end" when you try to finish the topic satifying you ego. you just make it worse for yourself and me. so just stop, you have it in your power to end what could be getting worse.

im not going to say anything anymore this time. you make your choice, and if you choose to insult me more, then that certainly proves how right i am.

so, lets be friends! im sure we have alot in common. ^__^ i always know something good comes from times like these.

[Darren337]

unfortunately i dont have the power to close this thread but i politely ask kinonai and temjin to simply stop posting here.

[Aboroth]

Scary... everyone makes sometimes mistakes I have big problems with grammar too,but I think as long as you dont have problems with reading what the second person wrote and her mistakes arent as glaring than I wouldnt call it a big argument ....

Well nevermind what I just wrote its only my personal digression

So back on the Topic

Enjoy your stay chillout have fun as much as I do :P in other words Greetings ! :P

[Darren337]

yes, enjoy the forums more than the developments in this thread.

[TemJin3000]

will do, but darren, did you even read past me asking about closing the thread? lol its all good, i just question myself sometimes if anyone actually ever reads everything i say...i even said that last reply was going to be my last in this thread, i just wanted to get stuff straight so no other mistakes are made and everyone can be happy. ^__^

sorry to have to post again in this thread, im not trying to have the final say or anything. its good to meet everyone really.

[kinonai]

someone please close this thread, this guy is pissin me off.

its scary to think that i cant say anymore to this, no matter what i say, its going to be used against me by him.

ill say this once: just stop. you were wrong to insult and judge me.

there is no "the end" when you try to finish the topic satifying you ego. you just make it worse for yourself and me. so just stop, you have it in your power to end what could be getting worse.

im not going to say anything anymore this time. you make your choice, and if you choose to insult me more, then that certainly proves how right i am.

so, lets be friends! im sure we have alot in common. ^__^ i always know something good comes from times like these.

First of all, I'm a girl (incase you didn’t know, that makes me a ‘she’ and not a ‘he’). Now, moving on, I didn't mean to 'use' anything against you, and I already said it was over. Did you not see it? Perhaps not...but I will let it go. Again, it's over, and it is meaningless to respond in a hostile way because you will only get the same thing out of me next time. As with being friends, I would have no problems with it, but we’ll just have to see. As a note, this had nothing to do with grammar or spelling, but maybe everyone missed that.

[TemJin3000]

you read into it wrong in the first place as well because i REALLY wasnt being hostile. and if i was, i actually didnt mean it that way, heck, i took what you said with hostility as well...so this is all mis-understanding from the both of us

also, please, dont treat me like an idiot...and now that i know that you are female...it does make me feel stupid that i couldnt be the gentleman i usually am.

its all good, seriously, its easier to forget than to remember. ^__^ now, let the good times roll.

edit: on this note...i feel like i screwed up my intro, so let me put myself into more perspective.

- im 20 years old (turn 21 in July) and used to live in NJ (yes, im a Jewish white-boy, hehehe) before i moved to SoCal about 7 years ago

- semi-professional writer (lol, may not seem like it at first)

- have been into anime and manga since 10 years old or really as far back as i can really remember, from the dubs to the subs of course ^__^

- first series i REALLY got into was Flame of Recca

- big time fan when it comes to good cult movies among others

- i love to read, even when i watch american films, i put subs on

- i have a big pride as an gentleman, so i take it pretty hard when i fail to make people happy

much more, but most of it flew outta my head, hehe

minna-san, yoroshiku onegaishimasuyo!

[Ryudell]

Yare yare let's not argue anymore, ne? If you don't stop you'll carry on into the other threads, and that won't be very friendly.

[kinonai]

Well, temjin, when people are spewing potty mouth at me, I usually consider it hostile. Oh well, it doesn't really matter. Although, I am somewhat offended that you want to treat me differently just because I’m female. If you hated me when you thought I was a male, then you should still hate me now that you know I'm female. *sigh* Again...whatever... (As a note, when I say 'hate', I really mean 'strongly dislike' ;).)

Edit: I agree that this should be closed. :whatevah:

[Darren337]

*sigh* temjin i read the "please close this thread," and as i stated, I WISH I COULD.... you two are completely out of hand.

[kinonai]

Sorry if my posts have been immature, and I will work on that in the future.

(Note that this is a complete apology for everything I've said, except for the last part of my last post. I stand by that.)

Now, let's just drop this like grown wo/men, alright?

[TemJin3000]

...i wasnt saying anything that might be taken bad anymore...

i really do think im starting to go insane or have some sort of dementia, i think i see only what i thought i said, but everyone else anywhere (not just this forum, and not just the internet) seems to hear and see what i do and say almost completely differently than what i thought i was doing...
even in the first post, i apologized in advance...did no one see that...i dont know why im even saying this here, throughout the last couple weeks, ive been feeling this everywhere and anywhere...even when i talk to my parents, its the same... im starting to think i should, in all seriousness, commit myself to a psychiatric ward...

i mean look at the things that ive mostly said so far being in this forum (and once again, the same thing is happening not just here, but real life and internet)
its like facts...the littlest to the biggest of things that are noticed when i say anything
...its like a horrible case of "tamato, tomato"

and i dont know how to stop. im saying things where everything SHOULD be over...and i keep thinking when someone says something that feels against what i said, that its like some sort of sick inside-joke...

so many thoughts keep racing through my head, like "am i a bad person"; "they think im being selfish; arrogant; pitiful; overall terrible" and i cant get rid of these thoughts no matter how hard i try...because i care too much about stuff no one would usually give a crap about.

i guess should mention im an insomniac because of all these thoughts running through my head almost 24/7...which is caused by the anxiety disorder i have, which is known as "aspergers syndrome", which im absolutley confused about these days, wiether or not its just a type of mental/emotional disorder...i hope to god no one anywhere thinks that im trying to get sympathy or a cry for attention by saying all this...for i have said this to many, although this is somewhat a rarity that i just say it out in a place where no one really doesnt know me at this point in time...

i question weither im saying all this for more understanding from others, or im dooming myself to suffer for no reason as a self-loather of sorts.

at this point, i dont know if its popped up in a mod who is reading this thread, but i assume im going to end up, either now or eventually, with a bannning (i, myself wouldnt know why there would be a need...)...i truly am paranoid as well...perhaps i should swear off everything, espically the internet.

now im just rambling it seems with things that dont make sense probably...i should make an attempt to regroup my mind by trying to sleep...

sorry to anyone that i might've incoinveniced.

[kinonai]

I thought you said you weren't going to post in this thread anymore...

Besides, we (or at least I) really do not care about your probelms. Everyone has problems, and complaining about them will not solve anything. As I said before, I had depression, and it's basically the same thing as what you are describing. Just go to your doctor, get prozac, and let this thread die...

[Porkchop Express]

Oh for god... will you guys just shut the hell up! I don’t ****ing care! I don’t think anyone else here does either! If your gunna argue do it thru pm because you’re both really getting on my dam nerves.

[kinonai]

Which was why I said "just let the thread die...". Thank you for bumping it and making it live longer, Porchop :rolleye09 . If you were going to say something, then you should have just said it before the whole thing ended...

But I guess there's nothing like poking dead people with sticks, right? :eek13: Now, for real this time, let the thread die.