Lucki
12-14-2006, 06:21 PM
Had to do it for School!! kinda crappy! didnt know what to write though!
so read and say what you thought. it would be helpfull^^
I saw my friend, for the last time, I may never see her again. Her eyes so warm; she doesn’t know. She doesn’t know when she sleeps tonight there won’t be tomorrow.
I say nothing, just rest my head on her lap, I gaze fiercely into her eyes, to remember the colour, and the love, and I know I will be the last to see these eyes. They are the shade of summer, warm, loving; mine in contrast is like the winter, cold, like looking into stone. They have just gone colder as I take my last picture of her with my heart. I tear myself away; I mumble goodbye but all words lack meaning. One last embrace, her essence in my grip, her delicate being so fragile. She doesn’t know; she will never embrace again. This surreal moment, it must be a lie, I want to cry and release this burning anguish. I can’t because she doesn’t know, this place isn’t lying but the people are, to her. As tears threaten to break loose, I look down, they will come I have no say. She smiles so innocently as I turn away from her, turn away forever, she expects to see me tomorrow, but she never will. I walk away stunned, all voices a murmur, all life a blur.
I sit as life moves around me; I feel numb, I cannot think, I refuse to think. Our picture is on the windowsill, I stare transfixed by her eyes they will haunt me. I lay on my bed, so frail, she is feeling frailer. The tears fall so freely, I curse into the pillow, my sorrow turns to hatred, it tugs at my gut, anger erupts from me, the powerlessness I feel, is unbearable. Unsure of how to satisfy this pain, this anger, I hit my head against the wall, I hit it harder as I scream my primal release a sharp honest pain explodes in my head. Silence follows as the pain subsides. I finger the fresh bruise on my head; I fall onto my bed. Silent tears slip down my cheeks as I close my eyes, just as she does now, yet I know mine will open, her warm eyes will be lost forever to the ground. As I succumb to slumber, she succumbs to an endless night.
In my dream she sat on the field where we liked to play as kids, I watched her for a while, refusing to look away. The sun shone on her, her skin glowing, not pale like I had seen recently. I edged closer she turned around. Her luminous eyes stared at me, the warmth boring into my soul. I collapsed to my knees. I held her close, taking in her warmth, her soft hair, her sweet smell; this fragile being that was lingering onto life. I could not cry. All I could do was hold her.
“I have to go” she spoke in my ear, her voice dancing across my mind.
“ I know” I smiled and kissed her forehead. I watched her as she silently, blissfully departed from me.
“ I pray we meet again” I whispered my voice breaking, I could not cry, yet my world cried for me, as rain dripped out of the wounded sky.
I watched her fade into the grave horizon of my mind.
As I opened my eyes aware that she had not, the rain fell from me, my eyes rimmed with clouds. I felt my icy heart shatter, and how those shards cut me so deep from the inside.
Fini!!:redbiggri ...erm hope that didnt waste your time to much!
so read and say what you thought. it would be helpfull^^
I saw my friend, for the last time, I may never see her again. Her eyes so warm; she doesn’t know. She doesn’t know when she sleeps tonight there won’t be tomorrow.
I say nothing, just rest my head on her lap, I gaze fiercely into her eyes, to remember the colour, and the love, and I know I will be the last to see these eyes. They are the shade of summer, warm, loving; mine in contrast is like the winter, cold, like looking into stone. They have just gone colder as I take my last picture of her with my heart. I tear myself away; I mumble goodbye but all words lack meaning. One last embrace, her essence in my grip, her delicate being so fragile. She doesn’t know; she will never embrace again. This surreal moment, it must be a lie, I want to cry and release this burning anguish. I can’t because she doesn’t know, this place isn’t lying but the people are, to her. As tears threaten to break loose, I look down, they will come I have no say. She smiles so innocently as I turn away from her, turn away forever, she expects to see me tomorrow, but she never will. I walk away stunned, all voices a murmur, all life a blur.
I sit as life moves around me; I feel numb, I cannot think, I refuse to think. Our picture is on the windowsill, I stare transfixed by her eyes they will haunt me. I lay on my bed, so frail, she is feeling frailer. The tears fall so freely, I curse into the pillow, my sorrow turns to hatred, it tugs at my gut, anger erupts from me, the powerlessness I feel, is unbearable. Unsure of how to satisfy this pain, this anger, I hit my head against the wall, I hit it harder as I scream my primal release a sharp honest pain explodes in my head. Silence follows as the pain subsides. I finger the fresh bruise on my head; I fall onto my bed. Silent tears slip down my cheeks as I close my eyes, just as she does now, yet I know mine will open, her warm eyes will be lost forever to the ground. As I succumb to slumber, she succumbs to an endless night.
In my dream she sat on the field where we liked to play as kids, I watched her for a while, refusing to look away. The sun shone on her, her skin glowing, not pale like I had seen recently. I edged closer she turned around. Her luminous eyes stared at me, the warmth boring into my soul. I collapsed to my knees. I held her close, taking in her warmth, her soft hair, her sweet smell; this fragile being that was lingering onto life. I could not cry. All I could do was hold her.
“I have to go” she spoke in my ear, her voice dancing across my mind.
“ I know” I smiled and kissed her forehead. I watched her as she silently, blissfully departed from me.
“ I pray we meet again” I whispered my voice breaking, I could not cry, yet my world cried for me, as rain dripped out of the wounded sky.
I watched her fade into the grave horizon of my mind.
As I opened my eyes aware that she had not, the rain fell from me, my eyes rimmed with clouds. I felt my icy heart shatter, and how those shards cut me so deep from the inside.
Fini!!:redbiggri ...erm hope that didnt waste your time to much!