~Anime4Life~
02-02-2007, 10:46 AM
PROBLEM SOLVED BTW
if you can call it that
this is another relationship problem this time much more serouis then my last post just an hour or 2 ago my boyfriend told me we might have to break up, here ill post the convo
btw he hasnt slept much at all in over a week nore eaten
Me: *sigh*
Me: nearly an inter week off and didnt get to spend one night with you
Him: lol
Me: ?
Him: youve been enjoying yourself on wow with treffley, didnt wanna interrupt
Me: O.o?
Me: i wasnt enjoying myself at all
Me: i was bored outa my mind
Me: you seem like your jelouse lol
Him Jealous of what? I wouldnt care if you went with Treffley, it would give me more spare time
Him: how would it give my more spare time? i never ask anything of you on wow
Him: I didnt say on wow, did I
Me: do you not like me comeing over?
Him: sometimes
Me: why?
Me: ?
Him: do you want to know the truth
Me: yes
Him: i get sick of your whining
Me: im sorry
Him i also get sick of having to figth with you to get you to do anything
Me: sorry...
Me: :(
Me: i will try not to do such things
Me: if i do tell me
Him: I may have to let you go.
Me: ?
Him: Break up with you.
Me: why
Him: In my current state I cant continue worrying about you while letting myself get worse, and I cant give you the love you need either
Me: Dan..
Me: im about to cry
Him: I already am.
Me: let me speak about this in person
Him: I suppose Ive been trying to push you away, so that it would lessen the pain if I have to.
Me: im going over there right now
and i went over and he was lying on his bed with his face buryed in his blankets and for the first time i called him "Daniel" he still layed there he didnt respond to me at all but at lest i could see and hear and feel him breathing, it toke me almost a half an hour for me to get him to say something and he said "dont cry" and he held me in his arms. after a bit he said "we'll talk about this tomorrow ok?" and i just started crying and he said, "please dont cry". i held him tighter and said, "im sorry" ill skip a bit to make this shorter. sometime later he told me to go home and go on world of warcraft he wanted to take me somewere, and a bit later i asked what was going threw his mind and he said he was gonna wright an e-mail to me when i left. and i asked him "why not tell me now?" and he said, "because id rather not brust into tears right now" and i held him tighter. a bit later he said, "i have sugry tomorrow at 9:00 on my jaw" and a bit later he said "ok ill tell one of the big problems. i might have to move up to st. john with my uncle and get a job up there(he told what it was but i forgot i think it has something to do with mineing) id be gone for almost 3 years". i ask him "why" and he said "because theres no jobs here, but at lest the saulry(cant spell) will be good, 23 dallors an hour and even more the next month, when id come back id beable to suport you unlike now" i just held him even tighter and nearly cryed. he comferted me by saying, "hey dont cry, i said i might have to go no garenty(cant spell)" i said, "might is still good enough to cry". he said, "hey be happy look at the bright side, i should make it threw the sugrey, and i might not have to go to my uncles". i asked again, "but why would you have to move?". he said, "because none of my other relatives care about me, my granma hates me my grampa hates me my parents hate me ect." im i just gonna skip a lot not much else is that important. so basicly he sent me home with a kiss and a hug and left me borrow his sweater and coat cause its REALY cold outside. and told me that after his surgry tomorrow i could come over. and that he was gonna type that e-mail about what he was thinking. and take me somewere on WoW if i couldnt get to sleep
if you can call it that
this is another relationship problem this time much more serouis then my last post just an hour or 2 ago my boyfriend told me we might have to break up, here ill post the convo
btw he hasnt slept much at all in over a week nore eaten
Me: *sigh*
Me: nearly an inter week off and didnt get to spend one night with you
Him: lol
Me: ?
Him: youve been enjoying yourself on wow with treffley, didnt wanna interrupt
Me: O.o?
Me: i wasnt enjoying myself at all
Me: i was bored outa my mind
Me: you seem like your jelouse lol
Him Jealous of what? I wouldnt care if you went with Treffley, it would give me more spare time
Him: how would it give my more spare time? i never ask anything of you on wow
Him: I didnt say on wow, did I
Me: do you not like me comeing over?
Him: sometimes
Me: why?
Me: ?
Him: do you want to know the truth
Me: yes
Him: i get sick of your whining
Me: im sorry
Him i also get sick of having to figth with you to get you to do anything
Me: sorry...
Me: :(
Me: i will try not to do such things
Me: if i do tell me
Him: I may have to let you go.
Me: ?
Him: Break up with you.
Me: why
Him: In my current state I cant continue worrying about you while letting myself get worse, and I cant give you the love you need either
Me: Dan..
Me: im about to cry
Him: I already am.
Me: let me speak about this in person
Him: I suppose Ive been trying to push you away, so that it would lessen the pain if I have to.
Me: im going over there right now
and i went over and he was lying on his bed with his face buryed in his blankets and for the first time i called him "Daniel" he still layed there he didnt respond to me at all but at lest i could see and hear and feel him breathing, it toke me almost a half an hour for me to get him to say something and he said "dont cry" and he held me in his arms. after a bit he said "we'll talk about this tomorrow ok?" and i just started crying and he said, "please dont cry". i held him tighter and said, "im sorry" ill skip a bit to make this shorter. sometime later he told me to go home and go on world of warcraft he wanted to take me somewere, and a bit later i asked what was going threw his mind and he said he was gonna wright an e-mail to me when i left. and i asked him "why not tell me now?" and he said, "because id rather not brust into tears right now" and i held him tighter. a bit later he said, "i have sugry tomorrow at 9:00 on my jaw" and a bit later he said "ok ill tell one of the big problems. i might have to move up to st. john with my uncle and get a job up there(he told what it was but i forgot i think it has something to do with mineing) id be gone for almost 3 years". i ask him "why" and he said "because theres no jobs here, but at lest the saulry(cant spell) will be good, 23 dallors an hour and even more the next month, when id come back id beable to suport you unlike now" i just held him even tighter and nearly cryed. he comferted me by saying, "hey dont cry, i said i might have to go no garenty(cant spell)" i said, "might is still good enough to cry". he said, "hey be happy look at the bright side, i should make it threw the sugrey, and i might not have to go to my uncles". i asked again, "but why would you have to move?". he said, "because none of my other relatives care about me, my granma hates me my grampa hates me my parents hate me ect." im i just gonna skip a lot not much else is that important. so basicly he sent me home with a kiss and a hug and left me borrow his sweater and coat cause its REALY cold outside. and told me that after his surgry tomorrow i could come over. and that he was gonna type that e-mail about what he was thinking. and take me somewere on WoW if i couldnt get to sleep