Addict

[Lucki]

Undying Devout infatuation
Silence the reaper who is saturation
Infiltration that’s his game
A pointing dance of who’s to blame

When the accusations fall on you
You find yourself drowned in the red fiery hue
Struggling to reach the open air
You find your exposed, open, bare

Surrounded, surrender the only choice
Smother your thoughts; lock your voice
No words will part these lips
To seal the words, poison is that what I take in sips?

The thoughts they blur, chaos, lies
Paranoia reaches me, all security dies
Pretences fall, my shameful secret shown to all
The neurotic addiction, take more to feel tall

If my obsessions consume me
Mislaid and a stranger I would be
Turn to needles and let them in
I don’t fear them now, is this sin?

I know I hate the feeling of needing
But without it I feel like my heart is bleeding
Once it is in for a while it is pure love
But then that feeling flies away on the wings of a dove

Left behind, shadows close in
I see so many things; I want my kin
They know I know they know
But without it I feel too low

The ecstasy keeps me alive
In its depths I dive
There I can feel so much wanted emotion
I am so sorry that it takes my devotion

I know that as punishment my heart dies
And in the mirror my darkened eyes say their goodbyes
Sunken and withered, I do look ill
I don’t care though; it’s the price I pay
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