Dr. Walker
04-01-2008, 06:39 AM
Alright, before I begin to the main subject of this topic...I just wanna know, I ain't here to start a fight, pick up a brawl, or begin a flame war.
Ever since I joined this forum, I've gotten into some crap here and there that I was punished for, naturally. But, on half of the occasions, I was never really given a chance to speak my side of it, and when I was, I never even really took it because it would only prolong the problems and dramas. I took it all in a stride, and things got over with quickly. So, I guess in a way or two, I'll get through some things from the past in one big fell swoop...and, I guess with all the bullshit that's happened before, I'm now getting the pointy finger for a lot of crap, and being made into the "Final Boss of CB", so I guess in a way, this is also my attempt to clarify that I'm not really as evil and mean as I'm made out to be. I'm actually quite cuddly and loveable. :biggrinlo
In any case, I'll start back as far as from what I can remember...
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1: "The Evanesque Problem" (sp?)
Back when I FIRST joined the Espada, Ice kinda wanted me to get into the CBNL, and I was also personally interested in myself. What resulted was a disaster from both points of view. Now, I can't exactly remember the wording of the denial...all I can remember is that it MASSIVELY hurt my pride and honor (NOT my ego...), and I pretty much flipped out about it. As I said, I can't remember the details, but it was kinda like someone went up to an NBA superstar...and told them their dick was small. Now, per say, I don't consider myself a super star with a bottle for a penis... but it definitely hurt my pride and shook up my resolve as a writer for a while. But, in any case, I got over it (I also work as a Mag editor now ^.^), so it's all good. I have absolutely no hard feelings, and I'm issuing right here, right now, a HUUUUUUGE apology towards Eva, and I'm real sorry for being an ass. :sadd:
2: The Espada
First and foremost...I got into the Espada without joining any kind of prior division STRAIGHT out of the academy, so, in a way...I was like a kid who's on his very first forum without knowing any of the "invisible rules." Without a doubt...I broke ALOT of them. That includes the whole bullshit between "Espada VS. Vaizards", and I claim FULL responsibility over that mess. T_T In any case, Stat was something of saint for not booting me out earlier, so kudos to him for that! And...truth be told, despite the fact that I "technically resigned from the Espada", it was really only a difference of MINUTES of getting booted out, and quitting. In any case...once again, kudos for his patience. :winking56
3: Blackmail
A while after I quit the Espada, I still kept strong contacts with many of it's members, including Static, and truth be told, we were on a pretty damn cool basis, chatting daily via MSN and such. Now, a whiiiile afterwards, when some of the divisions started flipping a wee bit, some of my mates from the Espada came and talked to me about some problems here and there, and I wont use any names. Some of these things concerned me a wee little bit, and I confronted Static, and in all honesty, outright questioned his leadership, but never attacked him. Some of the more important things I did in that convo was present with him several scenarios (all of them were bad, and included me XD), and basically asked him how he would respond and deal with them. I wasn't (and most likely, alot of others if they saw the replies) weren't happy with the answers (I also will NOT ever post the recorded convo...since I don't personally engage in blackmail...), so I made a few bluffs (many of you KNOW these were bluffs. You know who you are, and you know I told you about it). Static...decides to take it, reword it, and shove it into my own mouth as real, malicious threats, and forwards it to Blitz. The end result was "Walker is banned from Bleach Project", without even a single smidgen of my side of the whole thing. So here's my side...I never threatened anyone, or anything, nor have I said I'd attack, or do any of that stuff. As I said, those were mere SCENARIOS that I presented him with. I hope we can put this whole thing WAY behind us, cause this is what pissed me off the most.
4: "The Leak"
As I stated above...there is ABSOLUTELY no leak between me and C46's contest answers. As I said, these were mere "fake scenarios" and bluffs I presented to Static. I have countless times said to quite a few individuals...THIS IS NOT REAL. However, every now and then, it gets brought up, so I gotta re-clarify...there is NO LEAK. C46 is as tightly locked as Fort Knox, so sleep peacefully.
5: Pyramus
A while ago, I received a PM from Pyramus, asking me to join his Division. I declined, and quite frankly, acted like a real jerk towards him. :sad So, this is my big apology towards him. However, as it stands, I'm banned from the BP, and I can't join his Division anyways. Even if I could, past experience tells otherwise: Bleach Project is way too overfilled with drama for me, so unless that has cooled down a bit, I will happily decline once again. :) However, if things are back to nominal status, and no shit will start going about, I'll be more than happy to talk things over.
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In any case, I DO NOT want this thread to be filled with hate and flaming, and all that crap, because I don't really want it locked for one primary reason: if there is anything I glossed over, then please share so I can offer my side of it. :(
In any case, I hope things are back clean and everything, and I also don't really expect anything from the administration from this, such as a BP unban. I simply felt it ought to be necessary to share my side of things before the hate penis erected further.
Thanks for reading guys. :)
Ever since I joined this forum, I've gotten into some crap here and there that I was punished for, naturally. But, on half of the occasions, I was never really given a chance to speak my side of it, and when I was, I never even really took it because it would only prolong the problems and dramas. I took it all in a stride, and things got over with quickly. So, I guess in a way or two, I'll get through some things from the past in one big fell swoop...and, I guess with all the bullshit that's happened before, I'm now getting the pointy finger for a lot of crap, and being made into the "Final Boss of CB", so I guess in a way, this is also my attempt to clarify that I'm not really as evil and mean as I'm made out to be. I'm actually quite cuddly and loveable. :biggrinlo
In any case, I'll start back as far as from what I can remember...
=========================================================
1: "The Evanesque Problem" (sp?)
Back when I FIRST joined the Espada, Ice kinda wanted me to get into the CBNL, and I was also personally interested in myself. What resulted was a disaster from both points of view. Now, I can't exactly remember the wording of the denial...all I can remember is that it MASSIVELY hurt my pride and honor (NOT my ego...), and I pretty much flipped out about it. As I said, I can't remember the details, but it was kinda like someone went up to an NBA superstar...and told them their dick was small. Now, per say, I don't consider myself a super star with a bottle for a penis... but it definitely hurt my pride and shook up my resolve as a writer for a while. But, in any case, I got over it (I also work as a Mag editor now ^.^), so it's all good. I have absolutely no hard feelings, and I'm issuing right here, right now, a HUUUUUUGE apology towards Eva, and I'm real sorry for being an ass. :sadd:
2: The Espada
First and foremost...I got into the Espada without joining any kind of prior division STRAIGHT out of the academy, so, in a way...I was like a kid who's on his very first forum without knowing any of the "invisible rules." Without a doubt...I broke ALOT of them. That includes the whole bullshit between "Espada VS. Vaizards", and I claim FULL responsibility over that mess. T_T In any case, Stat was something of saint for not booting me out earlier, so kudos to him for that! And...truth be told, despite the fact that I "technically resigned from the Espada", it was really only a difference of MINUTES of getting booted out, and quitting. In any case...once again, kudos for his patience. :winking56
3: Blackmail
A while after I quit the Espada, I still kept strong contacts with many of it's members, including Static, and truth be told, we were on a pretty damn cool basis, chatting daily via MSN and such. Now, a whiiiile afterwards, when some of the divisions started flipping a wee bit, some of my mates from the Espada came and talked to me about some problems here and there, and I wont use any names. Some of these things concerned me a wee little bit, and I confronted Static, and in all honesty, outright questioned his leadership, but never attacked him. Some of the more important things I did in that convo was present with him several scenarios (all of them were bad, and included me XD), and basically asked him how he would respond and deal with them. I wasn't (and most likely, alot of others if they saw the replies) weren't happy with the answers (I also will NOT ever post the recorded convo...since I don't personally engage in blackmail...), so I made a few bluffs (many of you KNOW these were bluffs. You know who you are, and you know I told you about it). Static...decides to take it, reword it, and shove it into my own mouth as real, malicious threats, and forwards it to Blitz. The end result was "Walker is banned from Bleach Project", without even a single smidgen of my side of the whole thing. So here's my side...I never threatened anyone, or anything, nor have I said I'd attack, or do any of that stuff. As I said, those were mere SCENARIOS that I presented him with. I hope we can put this whole thing WAY behind us, cause this is what pissed me off the most.
4: "The Leak"
As I stated above...there is ABSOLUTELY no leak between me and C46's contest answers. As I said, these were mere "fake scenarios" and bluffs I presented to Static. I have countless times said to quite a few individuals...THIS IS NOT REAL. However, every now and then, it gets brought up, so I gotta re-clarify...there is NO LEAK. C46 is as tightly locked as Fort Knox, so sleep peacefully.
5: Pyramus
A while ago, I received a PM from Pyramus, asking me to join his Division. I declined, and quite frankly, acted like a real jerk towards him. :sad So, this is my big apology towards him. However, as it stands, I'm banned from the BP, and I can't join his Division anyways. Even if I could, past experience tells otherwise: Bleach Project is way too overfilled with drama for me, so unless that has cooled down a bit, I will happily decline once again. :) However, if things are back to nominal status, and no shit will start going about, I'll be more than happy to talk things over.
=========================================================
In any case, I DO NOT want this thread to be filled with hate and flaming, and all that crap, because I don't really want it locked for one primary reason: if there is anything I glossed over, then please share so I can offer my side of it. :(
In any case, I hope things are back clean and everything, and I also don't really expect anything from the administration from this, such as a BP unban. I simply felt it ought to be necessary to share my side of things before the hate penis erected further.
Thanks for reading guys. :)