EtheRealdarK
04-17-2008, 12:42 AM
i walk the road of life lonely,
maybe not alone but still lonely,
feeling that if the right person comes along the loneliness might subside,
but the feeling doesnt go away,
and the person never comes,
and though the road of life has many people walking beside me and smiling,
even the thought of smiling makes the bile boil up to my throat,
but yet i look though the bag of deception and i find a mask,
a simple mask,
just a face,
with a grin.
I quickly throw on the mask,
and as if this is my real emotion,
yet on the inside the pain runs though my veins,
although the mask fools some,
and annoys others .
So i throw the mask back into the bag and show my true emotion!
although the motion makes me feel better it makes other sad as well.
I quickly realize that i would rather people to be happy and annoyed,
then making others just feel sad.
so i set the mask upon my face,
and set back out on the road of life,
utterly lonley.....
maybe not alone but still lonely,
feeling that if the right person comes along the loneliness might subside,
but the feeling doesnt go away,
and the person never comes,
and though the road of life has many people walking beside me and smiling,
even the thought of smiling makes the bile boil up to my throat,
but yet i look though the bag of deception and i find a mask,
a simple mask,
just a face,
with a grin.
I quickly throw on the mask,
and as if this is my real emotion,
yet on the inside the pain runs though my veins,
although the mask fools some,
and annoys others .
So i throw the mask back into the bag and show my true emotion!
although the motion makes me feel better it makes other sad as well.
I quickly realize that i would rather people to be happy and annoyed,
then making others just feel sad.
so i set the mask upon my face,
and set back out on the road of life,
utterly lonley.....