Relationship Thread

[Compulsive72]

i have no relationships..im not what you would call a people person...

[asian]

aww, i don't know how to react to that...i'm somewhat a people person...when i feel lik being one...

[Compulsive72]

well then the most appropriete thing for you to do would be too laugh and point at me for my friends do this too!

[Darren337]

<<<personable upon request.

[kinonai]

Personable, huh? Hmm, then I request for you to be personable? *waits to see what will happen*

[Darren337]

greetings, i am darren your friendly mod for today. how are you? do you have any question/comments/requests regarding club bleach that i may be able to address?

[asian]

*shudders* wow darren that's creepy

[Darren337]

you freakin asked for it... *settles down*

[Alchemy]

XD That was great.

I'm too "mean" to be a people person. But then again, I don't opne myself up to complete strangers like all of the preppies at my school do. >.>;;

[kinonai]

XD That was great.

I'm too "mean" to be a people person. But then again, I don't opne myself up to complete strangers like all of the preppies at my school do. >.>;;

By "open up" do you mean "sleep with"? Because that's all I see the 'preps' talking about at my school >.>


Anyway, Darren, NEVER do that again. You hear me? Never. That was too creepy.

[asian]

i think we should make a club banning darren from doing that ever again.

[Darren337]

MUHUHAHAHAHA!!!!!


naw on a serious level i can be personable. for crying out loud, they gave me my job back at the zoo (yessss!). if you're not personable, they wont consider you for rehire.

[Tanpaku]

what does working a a zoo have to do with being personable?
and yeah Darren, don't do that again. you sound like smarterchild or some automated message thing

[Darren337]

working at the zoo as a merchandising clerk (their fancy politically correct title for cashier --gag--) means you HAVE to be friendly and somewhat outgoing, you need to make an impression on the visitors. ...or so im told. all i know is i just be myself and all works out well. last summer when i worked at the zoo, i messed up this old lady's sale (lil things happen). she was carrying a cane so i said "hey if i mess up again, feel free to cane me." she got a good laugh out of that.

[Porkchop Express]

Do you get to dress up like a animal and comically sexually molest zoo visitors? Dressing up in a funny costume somewhat entitles you to some comic ass pinching japery... At least thats what I've found.

Japery is my word of the day.

[Ryudell]

What's japery?

Business of the day:

Thank you to everyone who's helped me with my recent dilemma - I love you all!!!!^^ Things went on well with a bit of nudging (shoving) and planning (evil scheming) but miss Hinata finally stirred up the courage to say what she wanted to say. And surprises of surprises, Mr. Sasuke actually took it very well. Yay!

Although I did have to endure a bit of evil glares and evil looks and a fair share of tears from her for *blackstabbing* and *snatching her sweetheart*, all's well that end's well.

So here's strawberry shortcake for everyone, I'll come back tomorrow to get the plate. Don't eat the plate! It's chinaware!

[Porkchop Express]

japery is pretty similar to tom-foolery.

huh... looks like I'm going to have to read back to find out what your talking about... I remember you planning some kind of intervention but I cant remember what for...

[kinonai]

Check out the great new club I started, guys! 0.0

[Compulsive72]

this all seams good and well witht the exception of the one part i actually read about dressing up like an animal and sexually molesting zoo visitors....

[kinonai]

this all seams good and well witht the exception of the one part i actually read about dressing up like an animal and sexually molesting zoo visitors....
Did I miss something??? Molesting zoo visitors, what?

[asian]

just pretend you don't know them kinonai...

er...you're welcome ryudell??? even though i can't remember what you're talking about.

[kinonai]

Who cares what you did? We got free strawberry shortcake out of it, and that's all that matters.

[asian]

lol, i think i might be allergic to strawberries >.>

[kinonai]

Well, then that just leaves more for me, doesn't it? :)

[asian]

gasp! you wouldn't! *tear* whatever! i have yummy english toffie cookies ^_^

[kinonai]

Really? Hmm, I've never had those. (We are wayy off topic, don't you think? haha)

[Ryudell]

I think I posted the problem when you weren't around, asian but it's okay^^. Allergic to strawberries?! Then...Ichigo too?

[aya724]

hehe that would be funny... oxymoron..
*i luv bleach and i'm a big fan of ichigo, but i'm allergic...*
i still luv our strawberry boy tho, and strawberry shortcake is one of my fave!!

...ok i'm gonna shut my trap now, we're way off topic~ ^_^;

[Ryudell]

Yes we are miles away, but with no new dilemma, the thread will stray away...

[Tanpaku]

hmm, so you want to get back on topic....

do you guys watch those korean drama shows? they're really popular here and a lot of people watch them, except me haha.

[kinonai]

They are not popular here, although this is the United States, so that would be expected. Actually, I've never seen one either...are they good?

[Tanpaku]

in my opinion they all follow the same story but everyone keeps on watching them and getting addicted, just like how we are all addicted to Bleach. story is basically some guy falls in love with a girl and then his friend likes the same girl and there's some tragedy where someone goes blind or something and the girl or the main character ends up dying and it ends. and everyone ends up watching it... guys and girls.

[kinonai]

Wow, isn't that...happy? I hate stuff like that, but those are the things I always watch (or read). Odd...

[Darren337]

ok on topic plz

ryudell: so you got it to work out? good stuff! if you reinforce this positive action with "see, you did great, you should do this more often, you would enjoy life so much more!"

porkchop: no i am NOT sexual harassment panda. im just a guy who sells you what you want from the many gift shops.

japery -- wow thats great *hehe*


korean soaps? is that what it comes down to? *brain fried, dont want to re-read.* sad.

[Tanpaku]

ryudell's sucess has almost inspired me to do something but with all the other complications.... heh

[Darren337]

i despise complications. so many, so hindering.

but sometimes the challenge is overcoming not the main problem but the complications.

[Tanpaku]

meh, i'd rather just let things sort themselves out. if i interfere directly it'll just make a big mess.

[Porkchop Express]

Yeah I find that it's best not to get involved in other peoples affairs. I expect that more often than not they tend to backfire then everyone hates you. I carried out an intervention once and all I got was a good ass kicking.

Tanpaku, I love your name btw.

[Darren337]

when you know something will probably sort itself out better on its own, leave it be. but if you can help by easing or speeding the process, then use goos judgement and move as necessary

[asian]

yeah it is. this one guy after school asked me for my advice which went something like this..."hey sam, do you think i should play matchmaker?? my friend likes this one guy, and he knows she likes him...i think...should i try and set them up???" i said no becuase if you don't know both of them things could get a little messy, so its better to let fate run its course. and i've seen this happen so, just sit back relax and let it happen itself.

[Darren337]

yeah ive had instinces where i dont TRY to play matchmaker, but i do anyway, just because i introduced them to eachother and let it go from there.

[asian]

yeah, but then again that isn't really playing matchmaker is it???
geez, all my friends are playing matchmaker, and trying to get me together with the guy i like...its embarrassing >.<

[Darren337]

yeah that sux for you. NOT! hell, why dont you just make a move?

as for me, i call it "being evry1's wingman."

[Tanpaku]

asian, you're kinda lucky. your friends all support you. you should just make a move

hmm i know my friend sorta asked out the girl i was thinking about asking since he didn't know and she responded with a "i don't know" and said that she avoids high school relationships because of some past event and never really gave him an answer (this was a couple weeks ago). today another friend was giving advice to someone else (similar situation) he was saying that she's probably gonna say no but doesn't know how to say it without hurting him so she's not bringing it up.

[asian]

i know i should make a move...but i've known him since third grade and we have a nice friendship going and i don't want to mess it up >.>

[Sahiden]

Well, I don't think he would stop being your friend just because he knows you love him. I do think the general way he sees you would change in a way.
The way he responds is completely defined by his personality. You know him best. So you should be able to guess what his way of thinking is.

On the other hand, I can tell you that you will never be able to be in the same position as now to each other after you tell him.

[Kiechi]

Ha, if you got "relationship" problems you should head over to "www.loveforum.net" (Sorry for advertising) I'm a mod there and there are plenty of people who have most probably experienced situations your going through.

[Darren337]

then i guess this is our little piece of that, huh?

asian: i agree, you know him best, you would have at least an idea as to how he will react. but also i say if you decide to make the move, say "look i know weve been friends for a while, but lately... (fill in the blank)"

[asian]

actually, i don't know him best *>_>, we've just been er...close aquaintaces until...7th or 8th grade...now we're like...somewhat friends >.<*

woah woah slow down there sahiden, i never said i loved the guy, i just like him...

[aya724]

hehe asian best of luck on ur man! ganbatte, jia yo, him ne~ okiei exhausted my language abilities on that particular vocab.

at least there are guys that are worth ur attention around u, rite? Alot of my friends here either have LD relationships, or have alot of male friends... not that i'm complaining being single, but i'd like to at last be attracted to someone... always makes life more exciting ;)

[Kiechi]

I have tendency to build an attraction towards someone I'll never be able to have... :(

[asian]

hey! so do i kiechi! high five! anyway, you will have someone eventually, just make sure they're worth your time, cause there are a lot of jerks out there.

[Tanpaku]

heh, me too. those "unreachables"...

[Darren337]

everyone sets an unreachable for themselves at least once. its like as a human being, there must be a value for "person we covet". ive had some bad luck with that so ive been forcing myself NOT to covet anyone.

[Kiechi]

everyone sets an unreachable for themselves at least once. its like as a human being, there must be a value for "person we covet". ive had some bad luck with that so ive been forcing myself NOT to covet anyone.

That made complete and utter sense. Can you please rephrase that... I have no idea what your trying to say.

[kinonai]

Actually, it made perfect sense, and I try to do the same thing. It seems that even the people I think are reachable wind up being...not reachable.

[Darren337]

Actually, it made perfect sense, and I try to do the same thing. It seems that even the people I think are reachable wind up being...not reachable.

i believe that THAT is what the coveted person is for. it is a goal.

i live by a theory that is similar to "aim for the top" and that goes for just about everything i do. if you covet someone, you set that person as an ultimate goal, even if you never reach it. and sometimes, that person may change while you are still aiming due to greater knowledge of that person.

[asian]

ahh how the human mind works...

[ZeroWind]

It's a beautiful thing really.

[Darren337]

beutifully unorganized and mis matched blob of higher thinking and primal instinct

[ZeroWind]

Ahh yea the primitive mind but friends let us not forget that we have the capability to adapt, evolve, and become stronger from a heartbreak or loss.

[Darren337]

Ahh yea the primitive mind but friends let us not forget that we have the capability to adapt, evolve, and become stronger from a heartbreak or loss.


....some of us do, anyway. :redbiggri

[asian]

yeah, the others choose to wallow in the past instead of devolp and move on.

[Darren337]

and that is what makes or breaks a person.

[asian]

i accept and move on, no sense to wallow in the past right? what's done is done *dusts off hands*

[Tanpaku]

meh, i like the past. i'm not even that old but i've been looking back and remembering when days were better and even the bad times...but ahh well. sometimes i wish everything could just go back to the way things were.

heart vs mind...fact vs fiction...

[Darren337]

joe vs the volcano

david vs goliath

[Porkchop Express]

Alien vs Predator
Bruce Campbell vs The Arm of Darkness
Dracula vs Frankenstein
Kramer vs Kramer
Godzilla vs well everyone really
Me vs Marradona vs Elvis
…er… versus

I'm lost now… Why are we doing this?

[Darren337]

beacuse it has absolutely NO relevance to relationships and trying to help people with any problems they may have.

[Tanpaku]

O_o huh? i meant heart vs mind because sometimes you want to do something but know you shouldn't and stuff like that and yeah it gets complicated. and the other one was yeah...wishes and stuff. anyway that was sorta on-topic i think.

[Darren337]

tanpaku you were but i was digressing from that, and then porkchop took it further.

[Tanpaku]

ok well this moment of seriousness killed the fun. lets go back to the random phrases

[Darren337]

"my dad has a shovel." -ed of Ed, Edd, n Eddy

[Tanpaku]

wow, that was pretty random
i shall respond to that with some gravy

[Darren337]

"my dream come true guys, I AM BUTTERED TOAST!" (more random ed)

[Tanpaku]

haha, http://www.quotesplace.com/i/b/Ed_Edd_n_Eddy
Horrible it was. A giant Swedish meatball with a blood-curdling scream grabbed Eddy in his drooling ground chuck! - Ed
and randomness and ontopicness combined, Spending an extended time in female company can be mentally disorientating and physically confusing. - Ed

[Darren337]

and here's a sad sidenote, i can remember those moments.

the first one, ed made this hilarious face and a great matching sound of the "meatball" gnawing, and the other was him being pantless after dipping them in gold paint.

[Porkchop Express]

If you put a cd in a microwave it flashes blue lights across it as it burns, its more exciting than seeing tron for the first time.

EDIT: Not recommended! Releases toxic gasses, luckily I have built up an immunity but slightly dangerous for others

[Tanpaku]

haha interesting. does it matter what kind of a cd it is? and just out of curiousity, why did you put a cd in the microwave in the first place?

[Porkchop Express]

No protein a cd is a cd. Its not like particular to heavy metal or anything. any cd will do.

I saw it on some late night tv show where they did interesting and dangerous experiments with various household machines.

There’s a good one where you put a light bulb in a glass of milk, then put it in the microwave and the bulb lights!!!... tho this may be the most magnificent thing you’ll ever see it is fairly dangerous and can cause the lightbulb to explode. you can make the experiment safe my slightly modding your bulb but you lose a certain amount of excitement.

I’m not telling anyone to go away and do this! Perform this trick at your own risk! You have been warned!

[Darren337]

i saw a late night one where this girl took 2liter bottles of soda, poked a pinhole in the cap and put the bottles in an ultrasonic cleaner. she had 40 foot streams of diet pepsi going straight up. so cool.

[Ryudell]

Seriously? All that pepsi gone to waste...sigh. Ah well, all in the name of show

[Porkchop Express]

I saw a good one where this guy emptied 2 or 3 packets of alkaselsa, if you know what they are, not sure my self actually? Fizzy good, make you feel nice… anyway he emptied them into a washing machine, switched it on, then about 20 seconds later the washing machine door blew off and flew at least 40ft before it hit a wall. It was incredibly powerful…

Seriously never try that one. Mine didn’t blow off but fizz and throth leaked out everywhere!

[Ryudell]

alkaselsa? Sounds familiar but can't put my finger on it. You mean you tried it on your washing machine? Heheheh. If I were you I'd do it in a public laundermat (Is that how you spell it?) It'll be a new kind of vandalism. Or terrorism.

[Porkchop Express]

alkaselsa? Sounds familiar but can't put my finger on it. You mean you tried it on your washing machine? Heheheh. If I were you I'd do it in a public laundermat (Is that how you spell it?) It'll be a new kind of vandalism. Or terrorism.

Washing machine terrorism! It's like you've finally given my life meaning... mmm its my own dark purpose. I'd gladly serve jail time, you know I'd be so well respected by the other convicts, they'd say "look there goes jimmy, the guy who blew up washing machines with fizzy good" then they'd cower beneath me.. that sounded awful. So yeah! who will join my newly formed chaos collective!

Alkaselsa some kind of fizzy good stuff. Gives people with hangovers the jitters, I think they're supposed to clear headaches and stuff, an yeah I did try it on my own washing machine but only put a few in, that’s why it didn’t explode but it tended to leek after that little experiment.

[aya724]

hehe yeah i think it's alka seltzer tablets.... we used them for science experiments in middle school! ^_^ but yeah it treats indigestion and headaches or something, but sinec it has baking soda in it (hence the bubbling) more ppl take advil/tylenol these days, i think~

The washing machine door flew off? I wonder how many tablets it took to do that.... >_< I'd do it in my dorm laundromat just to piss of the housing staff at the end of the year :D

[Darren337]

i used to use those to make it look like i was foaming at the mouth when i didnt need them to help me get well.

and ryudell: it was DIET pepsi! who the hell drinks that crap!?!

[asian]

i used to run around the nieghborhood with those in my mouth and my friend out have me on a leash and she would scream "WATCH OUT SHE HAS RABIES!!!"

[boozy]

i used to use those to make it look like i was foaming at the mouth when i didnt need them to help me get well.

and ryudell: it was DIET pepsi! who the hell drinks that crap!?!
hehehe I do.

[asian]

diet anything is very EVIL. i dont get how people like it.

[boozy]

meh I just got accustomed to it, I mean dayem its a good caffine hit, and I don't like the sugars much so yeh.

[Darren337]

caffiene is too weak in normal quantities, and i would ONLY drink diet if i had nothing else to drink. sux so hard.

[Tanpaku]

as weird as this sounds, caffiene makes me sleepy

[Darren337]

same to me too, if i dont have enough of it.

anyway, back to relations, anything?

[Pipp-ORK]

Ugh..Diet? I can't stand that crap..Anyone ever taste diet BUTTER? That..is better left UN-tasted...

[Tanpaku]

i'm still stuck on that friend thing. maybe i should just flip a coin?

[Darren337]

i'm still stuck on that friend thing. maybe i should just flip a coin?

what? friend thing, damnit i cant remember any more

[Tanpaku]

ended up liking the same person as a friend. friend sorta asked the girl out and she never answered. he said he'd clarify in the summer (which is drawing nearer) talking to other friends it seems like she's gonna say no to him but doesn't want to hurt him. and i'm pretty much stuck there.

[Darren337]

ah ok!

here's the best thing you can do. let her turn him down... wait a short while, then ask her out saying "i liked you at the same time as him but i didnt want to create more stress since you didnt want to hurt him."

[Tanpaku]

sounds good. thanks
-_- now i just gotta talk to her more...

[Darren337]

sounds good. thanks
-_- now i just gotta talk to her more...

theres no time like the present.

[Tanpaku]

what do you mean by that?

[Darren337]

there is no time like the present to start working at "getting the girl."

[Tanpaku]

meh, i'll procrastinate on that too just like everyting else. but this would be out of nervousness and self doubt.

[Darren337]

this is something i learned:

dont wait. move now. my last relationship ended on less than great terms but im happy it happened. i made a move, i didnt wait around, and it was one of the happiest times of my life even if it didnt end as happily as i would have hoped it to. even if in the end you get hurt, at least you know you tried, and you know that you can overcome the fear. just think of ichigo.

when i dodge, i wont let you cut me.
when i protect someone, i wont let you cut them.
when i attack you, I WILL CUT YOU.

believe in yourself. i believe in you.

[Tanpaku]

heh, good example
thanks

[aya724]

^ ditto~~ i agree with darren tho, if u like the gal, go for it and don't procrastinate~~ then u'll know that at least u tried, even if it doesn't work out.

[Tsinsanato]

best to try and not regret than to not try and regret...

[Darren337]

which reminds me of a song: ATB - Long Way Home

"...I regret tomorrow more than yesterday..."

in my mind that means "dont regret the past, just move on, and if there must be regret, regret your coming days so as they pass you, the regret leaves."

[asian]

HAUL ASS MAN!!! if you like her talk to her more and get to know her the closer you two are the more likely she likes you back.

[Porkchop Express]

No! Run away man! Far far away always with the running! Girls are scary and in almost all cases evil... with the exceptions of Christina Ricci (age 14) and that freak from the breakfast club (pre makeover)...mmm I never thought dandruff was so attractive before. They really aren’t worth the pain and suffering they just live to inflict upon us... cold and heartless the lot of you. I have lost all faith in females. Maybe thats just my bad luck catching up with me I guess. Still think your better off with the ape from Congo.. “Amy jungle”... I have a strange attraction to signing apes... should I peruse this???

I predict asian will beat me up for this.

[aya724]

^ hmm... lemme list the *female characteristics* that porkchop believes...
- scary
- evil
- aren't worth the pain and suffering
- cold
- heartless
- better off with an ape [than a female]

WTF??? DIE!!! *BASHES WITH SHINAI*

more like, have you ever MET any decent girls..? okay i'm going to refrain from further bashing lest i get banned... but still. Porkchop = on my blacklist...

[asian]

YOU'RE A PIG ON A STICK PORK! *whips out skewers and stale muffins*

[Darren337]

HAUL ASS MAN!!! if you like her talk to her more and get to know her the closer you two are the more likely she likes you back.

take your own advice while you're at it!

if he's not that great of a friend, then its not that big of a loss if he never talks to you again.

do nothing and feel regretful or feel regretful for nothing.

[Porkchop Express]

^ hmm... lemme list the *female characteristics* that porkchop believes...
- scary
- evil
- aren't worth the pain and suffering
- cold
- heartless
- better off with an ape [than a female]

WTF??? DIE!!! *BASHES WITH SHINAI*

more like, have you ever MET any decent girls..? okay i'm going to refrain from further bashing lest i get banned... but still. Porkchop = on my blacklist...

hahaha! I'm sure there are lots of girls out there who are very nice but I never seem to meet them, no. I wasn’t serious with that post aya please don’t get upset, well except for the ape fetish thing... that is quite worrying. huh... Have to work my way off a blacklist now...

[Darren337]

sometimes guys just dont get to meet any decent girls with nice attitudes and character. i had a span of time like that... actually a couple.

[Uzichida Cantameru]

>< girls bleh, (sorry girls) to many high peppy weird ass attentive wanting girls by me. i cannot stand them at all, but there is one girl who is like that who im asking to our skools next dance ^_^

[Tsinsanato]

go you...

i have nothing more about this topic...

[Uzichida Cantameru]

u seem lonely ts... ts... new nick name for you i shall make is! tsin i e to sin
anyway yea, i prob wont do it cause im nervous etc. and last time i was pressured to ask a girl out and i kind of went lie concussiony and fell to the floor -_-; right go me *goes away*

[Tanpaku]

I like Porkchop's advice much better :LOL:
i probably think they're bad for different reasons though. although i guess i am afraid of them. afraid she hates me or something... i dunno

O_o you fell Uzi? you must've been really nervous

[aya724]

hahaha! I'm sure there are lots of girls out there who are very nice but I never seem to meet them, no. I wasn’t serious with that post aya please don’t get upset, well except for the ape fetish thing... that is quite worrying. huh... Have to work my way off a blacklist now...


>< girls bleh, (sorry girls) to many high peppy weird ass attentive wanting girls by me. i cannot stand them at all, but there is one girl who is like that who im asking to our skools next dance ^_^

u know.. girls aren't formidable evil heartless species... >_< I mean, granted I haven't been in a relationship in a while so what I say many not be worth much but trust me, they're not ALL bad~ I mean, hey, i'm still looking for boyfriend material, or even someone attractive at least but i've never gotten negative about *not finding the right person* nor have I blamed the opposite sex for being scum and having nothing to offer. Granted, there ARE the fair share of aforemetioned-type girls, but i think the same COULD be said for guys, right? It makes me sad that "girls"<generalization> are viewed as such...

I say, keep looking and don't lose hope~~ altho (for me) sometimes it sucks that alot of my friends are in a relationship, but hey, i still like my men when i can find the right ones :) I hope that inspires SOME people to hate girls less ;) plz?

[Darren337]

aya: from the other side of the species (males) i have to agree, and the same goes for the guys, but this whole thing has been covered, so lets keep to the advice.

get a grip
get a clue
get a backbone
get the girl.

[Tsinsanato]

ok, this is hte LAST thing that i am going to "blah" about this topic...

what is the big flippin deal about this asking this girl/guy out?
the worst that they can do to you is turn you down... not like they are going to rip out you loung, fill it with hellium, and give it to you as a balloon...

sure, i can't lie, i've been nervous, i've been so nervous i almost puked, but i'm over that because no1 give you "brownie points" for being a wuss and not talking to that person FACE to FACE...

sorry if i'm acting alittle rude, or out of line, but, seriously, THEY ARE NOT GOIGN TO KILL YOU FOR ASKING THEM OUT!!!

just go for it....

and that is all from me about this topic...

[Ryudell]

Yes I agree that they're not gonna rip out your lung, but if they do say NO, even if its politely, the feeling of having your hopes pricked, deflated, stomped on and rolled over with a steamroller hurts more.

[Darren337]

no but if ppl keep hesitating and not taking the advice in this thread I WILL BE THE ONE RIPPING OUT LUNGS!!! >_<

[Ryudell]

Lol! I'd better run away then!

[Tsinsanato]

thats only if you love the person, but so little people know what love is...

yes, i have had my hopes pricked, deflated, stomped on and rolled over with a steamroller

...hard times it was for everyone that even tried to help me thru it...

[Ryudell]

There there *pats back* Here let me inflate you back *holds up foot pump*

[Darren337]

i have a tank of helium! *meniacal laughter*

[Ryudell]

Good idea! We'll make a Tsinsanato blimp!

[Tsinsanato]

oh gawd no....

*tries to run*

[Darren337]

RUN ALL YOU WANT, YOU CANT HIDE FOREVER! *evil echo in voice for effect*

[Ryudell]

Nice to see you're energetic after eating. Keep chasing, I'll carry the helium tank!

[Tsinsanato]

I WONT HIDE, I"LL RUN FORE *huff* EVER!!!!*huff*

[Darren337]

*godspeed*

(whispered right behind tsinsanato)
that doesnt mean you can get away...

[Ryudell]

This is turning out into a horror flick. The baddie chasing the poor scared witless heroine - or hero.

[Darren337]

(looks more like a victim from here... oh well.)

[Tsinsanato]

BLEED BEFORE YOU CRY MAN!!! BLEED BEFORE YOU CRY!!!!!!!

*keeps running for dear life*

[Ryudell]

Tsinsanato, you're running away with the thread... *watches as you disappear into the horizon, Darren hovering evilly*

[Tsinsanato]

*yells from the distance* I HAVE NO CHOICE!!!
*sees Darren* AHHH!!!!!

[Darren337]

no choice but to bleeeeeed. *licks lips like kenpachi*


WHERE'S MY HELIUM!!!! >_<

[Ryudell]

Here!!^^ *Draws back arm and ready to pitch!* Catch!!

[Tsinsanato]

*cuts himself while running* NOW I CAN CRY!!!
*burst into tears* OH DEAR GAWD HELP ME!!!!

[Tanpaku]

(why is Darren always the evil one?)
and you'd think they wouldn't rip your lungs out and turn them into baloons. -_- they might as well be. which is what i thought Darren was going to do when he started talking about that helium tank. so anyway...

[Darren337]

BLEED tsinsanato, perhaps it would be better if you bled out before i made balloon animals out of your intestines.


im always the evil one because its just the way it is. once you are pegged as a menacing person, the evil role always falls to you.

[Porkchop Express]

Yeah! cut out his eyes an stuff them with mints! why are we doing this again?

I made a dog balloon animal once, its harder than it looks, Considering that I can make dogs I think that also means in trained in making horses, cats, giraffes... come to think of it they really all exactly the same... what a jip.

[Tanpaku]

i can't even blow those long balloons up.

yeah... why are you guys after him anyway?

well... after carefull thought i have come to the conclusion that if i don't do anything i shall regret it and if i do something i will still regret it. so it just comes down to me being lazy or not.

[Darren337]

im not exactly sure... *scrolls up to find answer*

ok the breakdown: tsinsanato commented on inflating someone's forceably removed lungs with helium for use as balloons. i said "if ppl dont get on it with the get-the-girl plans they have, then i will inflate their lungs!"

tsin went on to say yeah ive had enough stuff happen to me

and then ryudell got in on it, and it went from there....



WEEEEEE!

[Tanpaku]

haha sounds interesting
so does that mean you're going to try and inflate my lungs too?

[Darren337]

tanpaku dont be lazy or i will inflate you!!!! >_<

[Tanpaku]

i shouldn't even be here. i'm supposed to be writing essays due tomorrow but i'm being lazy about that too.

[Ryudell]

The lets all be lazy and inflate ourselves like balloons^^. Here's a helium tank for everyone!

[Tanpaku]

woot, *talking in a high voice* now i can move without actually moving

[asian]

anyway! response to darren's post.
hes not a great friend hes a good friend you know? i would still miss talking to him if he ignored me.

i like helium, my friends and i split a helium tank on my birthday

[Darren337]

asian: yeah well you have to weigh the possibilities based on projected results.

assume you ask him out. possibilites are you will...
1. get you the guy
2. get turned down and no side effects, still friends.
3. get turned down and he starts to drift away from you.

2/3 says its better to try. and i think its all about wording. if you go "i wanna have your children!" you'll get #3. just say "hey im kinda feelin it, how bout you? whatevr is cool, just want to know if you'd like to try it out..."

[asian]

yeah...noo....i don't want to ask him out, i just want to tell him, but i dont have the balls to do that...i'm a coward T_T

[aya724]

porkchop>> i'km sorrie i blacklisted u, and ur no longer blacklisted~~ I just wanted to let u know that coz this is a free forum and u should be able to wield your right of *freedom of speech*.... so, i thought it wrong of me to list ppl as x-listed here (may the x be A or Black)... and plus, imo ur generally a good guy here who keeps threads going in forums~ are we cool?

SO, in order to avoid ppl getting inflated lungs and having maniacal ppl *cough*darren*tsinsanato*cough* running around, whoever wanted advice on asking ppl out, JUST DO IT and get it over with, please ^_^ and if it goes well, let us know ^_~

[Tsinsanato]

HA!!!, YOU FORGOT ABOUT ME!!!, NOW I CAN FLEE!!!!!

*scurries into a car and drives off*

[Tanpaku]

mm... if people just asked whoever they liked out and got over it this thread would begin to die.

on another note, i'll stay that i'm afraid to talk to her because i might bother her or annoy her or something. not sure what she thinks. so any advice on knowing how she feels? (yes, i know, i'll get it over with but i'm just asking)

[Darren337]

ok lets look at the last few posts...

asian: i would hope you dont have balls *shudder*

aya: is there a problem with me being maniacal? come on, you know you at least smile when you read it...

tsinsanato: cars are my specialty... bad choice.

tanpaku: WEAK EXCUSE!!! ok the worst that happens is you annoy her. big woop. how many times has someone annoyed you? has one little annoyance ever caused you to shun that person forever? and on the note of konwing how she feels.... well....






YOU COULD ALWAYS ASK HER

forgive me if i seem angry, im not, its just worthy of emphasis. :)

[Tanpaku]

haha. ahh well... i think it's about time we move on to other topics... Darren, what about you?

[Darren337]

well lets see.. im keeping a low profile and still trying to close the last chapter of my love life... its gone on as an unfinished matter of business for a while now.

[Kiechi]

yeah...noo....i don't want to ask him out, i just want to tell him, but i dont have the balls to do that...i'm a coward T_T

Don't take Darrens advice and tell him... thats plain stupid. Majority of cases they drift away when you confont them and ask them out. However, if you just want him to know you like him you could:

1. Write a letter/note whatever.
2. Get a friend to tell him for you.
3. Just do it yourself.

[Porkchop Express]

Don't take Darrens advice and tell him... thats plain stupid. Majority of cases they drift away when you confont them and ask them out. However, if you just want him to know you like him you could:

1. Write a letter/note whatever.
2. Get a friend to tell him for you.
3. Just do it yourself.

I like idea's 1 and 2 there kiechi... all British people are cowards..

[Kiechi]

I like idea's 1 and 2 there kiechi... all British people are cowards..

If it was me in the situation I'll prob get a friend to tell her.

[Porkchop Express]

If it was me in the situation I'll prob get a friend to tell her.

I'd probably have a breakdown, lose a few years off my life because of the stress, then develop a grudge towards him for depriving me of those integral last few years of my life... instantly any lustful feeling towards him would be lost...funny how things work out I guess.

[Ryudell]

I wandered in a lil wee bit too late to catch what you were talking about, but I'll pull this thread back on track. Here's something for you ppl to work on:

Consider a situation where you are an attractive person. You're smart, you got the looks and the money as well! What you don't have is a partner.

Someone whom you've met once or twice and whom you think is a fairly decent person starts to take interest in you and does all the usual calls and stuff. And you go along with it, since you don't see any harm in being friends.

Unfortunately, he/she suddenly changes tactics and start to chase you aggressively and when you reject, he/she jumps one stone ahead of you and tells everyone that you dumped him/her after having fun. So now the whole universe thinks you're the bad guy and you're stuck in the mud coz everyone believed the other party.

So how to get out of this mess without making a further mess?

I purposely put this in first person perspective so you guys can pretend to be in my shoes. My very messy shoes. HELP!

[Porkchop Express]

Not to take the guys side or anything but is there any chance you were sending him mixed messages?

[Ryudell]

No, I treated him like my other male friends, but he took it differently.

[Porkchop Express]

A lot of guys, me being one of them, see no reason to pursue a friendship with a girl unless you’re in a situation where discussion is inevitable like you work together, or you gradually become friends through other friends over a very long period of time. All other situations can become uncomfortable and confusing...

I suppose it depends on your situation tho. Sometimes when a girl is acting in a way that she feels is friendly, it can actually seems like something else to a guy. I'm not saying this is in any way your fault, just that this guy might not know you well enough to tell the difference, yes I know men are pathetic.

But if you want my advise... which makes you a fool.... then here goes... nope I cant think of another way out of this, I guess you'll have to marry him...

[Kiechi]

I'd probably have a breakdown, lose a few years off my life because of the stress, then develop a grudge towards him for depriving me of those integral last few years of my life... instantly any lustful feeling towards him would be lost...funny how things work out I guess.

Your a girl?

[Porkchop Express]

Nope sadly I’m boy and that was a "If I were her" for instance.

[Darren337]

ryudell: ive never had that happen, but since you put it in perspective i can see why that would suck. see if any of your friends know that you're the one who's telling the truth... maybe you can rally sum support.

and to the brits: you act so crass as a whole, and yet you have no backbones? what is this!?! come on! you are british, you're supposed to be the most emotionally numb ppl ever!!!! *hehehehe*

[aya724]

about the nervousness and being shy~~

of course, me having been the above, the *note* thing is... well, it's a good idea. Having a friend tell for u is the oldest trick in the book, and i think it's the safest, so u could try that too....but how about trying it over the phone? at least you don't have to feel like crawling into a hole when ur face-to-face... but it's more direct and to the point...

^ yes, backbones, easier said than done, but may we all remind you that i't not the end of the world if it doesn't work out~

[Darren337]

about the nervousness and being shy~~

of course, me having been the above, the *note* thing is... well, it's a good idea. Having a friend tell for u is the oldest trick in the book, and i think it's the safest, so u could try that too....but how about trying it over the phone? at least you don't have to feel like crawling into a hole when ur face-to-face... but it's more direct and to the point...

^ yes, backbones, easier said than done, but may we all remind you that i't not the end of the world if it doesn't work out~

i dont like the "have a friend tell" thing cuz its like... "ok why are you here, she's the one who likes me, not you, right?"

backbones. one time install. do it once, you will be able to stand until you die.

[asian]

well not all people think like that darren. in fact i wouldn't think about that if someones friend told me, i'd think about something along the lines of "oh the like me.." not "oh why can't they tell me themself?"
and my friend was going to tell him, but my friend's friend said not to, just llet me tell him eventually.

[Tsinsanato]

with me, i will always tell the person personally how i feel about them...
and if my friend tells me to go tell that girl/guy that they like him/her, i tell them to do it themselves, you tend to get more respect points if you do things yourself

[Darren337]

asian: most of the ppl (guys and girls) would rather hear it from the admirer than a friend.

[Uzichida Cantameru]

admirers are kool ^_^ i have/had a couple.

[Darren337]

oh the admirers are nice, but its the stalkers i have a problem with.

[hat n sandels]

lol. gotta hate those stalkers

[Ryudell]

yes we're aware of that, haha!

[asian]

yes darren, we've heard about the stakler thing several times...
anyway, some poeple are braver than others so darren may be ble to tell someone i can't.

[Uzichida Cantameru]

but darren stalkers are brave people, i mean they fight the law...their hippies lol

[hat n sandels]

is darren still on ?

[Uzichida Cantameru]

no hat, theirs a green light in the bottom left hand corner of pep's posts. lit their on, not lit off.
thats weird he aint on either.

[hat n sandels]

yeah i know but i was talking about darren he was on earlier but i dont think hes on now

[Tanpaku]

heh, the lights are on but nobody's home

as for Ryudell's situation. could you just ignore it and let it blow away? the people who truly know you shouldn't believe the other guy if you tell them otherwise.

[Darren337]

i cant believe you wasted 5 posts on "where's darren?"

moving on, i think ive finally closed this chapter of my life... perhaps it needs a couple more pages to make it final.

[Kiechi]

You can't really waste posts...

[Darren337]

*shrugs* thats true, but the conversation went from...

"my ex girlfriend is calling me lately, she wants to be friends... what do i do..."
to...
"admirers are ok, but stalkers suck..."
to...
"yeah darren we know" (then i go poof)
to...
"where's darren?"


i think a better choice of words would be, what a waste of time, hahaha!

[kat]

well i guess this is the place to write this.... why is it when i'm in a relationship i feel like i'm trapped and i got to get out?! i can never stay in a relationship too long cause when i do i make the guy hate me by annoying him and getting him mad on purpose. i don't dump the guy i make them dump me.. what's wrong with me..?

[Darren337]

kat: why do you feel trapped?

[kat]

i'm not sure why i feel that way. i guess it makes me feel like i can't do anything i want. i can't talk to some of my friends. there was only one guy who tried to keep me away from some of my friends like the guy friends. i didn’t stay with him for too long. i don’t really know how to explain why i feel this way.

[Tanpaku]

sounds like you just gotta find someone who makes you feel free. and everyone you've been with is too controlling for your style. and i guess you make the guy break up with you because you don't want to hurt anyone and get a reputation for that?

i dunno, just guessing

[Darren337]

ok let my try and clarify my impression here.

first off:
the guys you date, do they all seem to be the kind that get jealous when you talk to another guy?

do they always go "who's he, what are you doing talking to him?"

[Porkchop Express]

i'm not sure why i feel that way. i guess it makes me feel like i can't do anything i want. i can't talk to some of my friends. there was only one guy who tried to keep me away from some of my friends like the guy friends. i didn’t stay with him for too long. i don’t really know how to explain why i feel this way.

ok this guy sounds like an idiot. I wouldnt stay with someone like that either. My advise would have to be kick him in the face.... hmmm yeah kick him in the face.

[kat]

and i guess you make the guy break up with you because you don't want to hurt anyone and get a reputation for that?

yeah i guess i make them break up with me so i won't hurt them. my reputation... i don't really care what people think. i never really listen.



first off:
the guys you date, do they all seem to be the kind that get jealous when you talk to another guy?

do they always go "who's he, what are you doing talking to him?

yeah there were a few that did ask who i'm talking to and stuff like that but not all. there was that one that kept telling me to deleted their numbers.

[Darren337]

alright kat, you need to avoid the guys who are posessive. they act as if they only belong to you, and when you try to just interact on a normal level with other guys, they get jealous. thats stupid.

i also wanna know... do you feel trapped when youre NOT with a guy like that?

[montoven]

are these guys friend befor you date them?

[kat]

i also wanna know... do you feel trapped when youre NOT with a guy like that?

no well i don't think so. well... actually i know i can't hang out with the same group of people for too long either. i'm always with different people at lunch time and after school.

are these guys friend befor you date them?

yeah we start out as friends first. they always seem nice as friends. i guess we should of stay as friends. i guess i'm a really bad judge of character.

[Darren337]

kat: i guess you're just not the type to settle down. from what i gather you're the type who gets really bored with the same thing day in and day out.

whether or not you continue to date guys, i hope you find happiness. also, i hope you dont get all the guys to hate you, you seem like a nice person.

[kat]

aww. you're so sweet... thinking i might be a nice person... hehe :p i guess i really not the type to settle down... i do get bored pretty easy. when i was younger i remember saying i will never get marry...

well, i still have guy friends who still like me as friends. i've been told i'm really easy to get along with and that i'm weird... :D

[Porkchop Express]

I think we're all weird dear.

When I was 8 I realised I'd be alone forever, stole a chieftain tank and attempted to invade the isle of Guernsey… This may only be a half truth.

[Uzichida Cantameru]

"When I was 8 I realised I'd be alone forever, stole a chieftain tank and attempted to invade the isle of Guernsey… This may only be a half truth." or not true at all.

"I think we're all weird dear."
i agree strongly ^_^

[Kiechi]

aww. you're so sweet... thinking i might be a nice person... hehe :p i guess i really not the type to settle down... i do get bored pretty easy. when i was younger i remember saying i will never get marry...

well, i still have guy friends who still like me as friends. i've been told i'm really easy to get along with and that i'm weird... :D

I'm the same. How people stay together for years on end is beyond me.

[aya724]

aww. you're so sweet... thinking i might be a nice person... hehe :p i guess i really not the type to settle down... i do get bored pretty easy. when i was younger i remember saying i will never get marry...

well, i still have guy friends who still like me as friends. i've been told i'm really easy to get along with and that i'm weird... :D

hehe no worries i'm the type to become good friends with guys first, and then it's like... there's no spark~ but then, if dating makes u feel restrained in some way, u should stay free! I mean, a certain degree of posessiveness is kinda cute imo, it's nice to know that i'm wanted and stuff~ as long as ur happy being single, stay that way and be free :) If u want to be with a guy, well... i'm hoping there will be onec who understands you well enuff to not make u feel like ur suffocating ;)

[asian]

alright, anyone else have any relationshiup probelms??
<-- procrastinating to get out of career essay.

[Uzichida Cantameru]

yea how do u start one. This is meant for the more shy people in life, see like on here i go weird, psychotic,bad spelling abilities,joyfull,open,and a joker who is trying to show maturity but breaks it to much in an off topic-ness thread.(damnit *shakes fist*)

Cause in case most of you forgot i am shy,dont talk,i like being alone at home,corners are friends in partays,dont really talk to nyone just usually listen, and bad conversation starter.

Any help on improving so i can go out again?*goes into the holy corner*

[Darren337]

at a party i usually stand/stay near something that interests me... and if people near me say something where i can insert a witty comment, i do so. but thats a technique that you have to use VERY carefully.

you have to know the general personalities of the people you're trying to talk to. watch them and see what they say. if you stay within the bounds of what they say, then you're ok. but once again, this requires practice. its never good to say something witty that would be offensive to one of the people you're trying to hang with.

[Uzichida Cantameru]

"at a party i usually stand/stay near something that interests me... "
corner

"and if people near me say something where i can insert a witty comment, i do so"
mmm...tried it and they dont hear me cause i dont talk, if i dont talk or say a word for about 1hr i loose my voice.

"but thats a technique that you have to use VERY carefully."
im to sarcastic and cannot stop.

"you have to know the general personalities of the people you're trying to talk to"
one thing i do know.

"if you stay within the bounds of what they say, then you're ok. but once again, this requires practice .its never good to say something witty that would be offensive to one of the people you're trying to hang with."

what i said b4 bout talking.

ill try it darren, darn man ur to wise...*waves fist* why are you so smart and able to break things down like i used, that is before i stopped caring about anything/everything.

[Darren337]

i was taught to do so. i have almost been bred to do what i do. i can analyze people and situations, given time and observation, and i apply a general logic that lacks fear.

i think along the lines of "do not fear that he will hit you, say you will not LET him hit you"

[Uzichida Cantameru]

hey! u took that from somewere!

Lol i think when i talk to you soley alone my intellect comes around the corner and pops in. But yea it takes me about 10 seconds to tell if something will fail, how to get around it from failing and other options. Of course my brain hurts from doing it in 10 seconds but i can get out of tight spots in an ez

[Darren337]

hey! u took that from somewere!

Lol i think when i talk to you soley alone my intellect comes around the corner and pops in. But yea it takes me about 10 seconds to tell if something will fail, how to get around it from failing and other options. Of course my brain hurts from doing it in 10 seconds but i can get out of tight spots in an ez

quoting urahara cuz he's right. dont let fear direct your thought process.

and thinking ur way out of a problem is what its about

[Uzichida Cantameru]

yep, but darren have you ever ran into the situation were nothing comes to mind? its pretty disasterious and still torments to this day.

[Darren337]

every once in a while it happens to me, but ive found myself in that situation enough times that thinking a workaround is no longer a problem.

[Uzichida Cantameru]

Curse you! your to experienced for everything -_-;

[asian]

ahhh maybe darrens making everything up >_>

[Uzichida Cantameru]

or maybe he is behind or comprehension to understand what he is talking about, but than again i know what hes talking about.

[Darren337]

both wrong.

i actually utilize these skills often.

saturday night, i call up my homie, who is dating a girl a year younger (he's 19, she's 18 and about to graduate from highschool). anyway it was prom night, and they had just gotten out. there was a party planned at her friend's house. i barely know the guy who was throwing the party but he invited me over anyway.

i hung out, and my friend and his girl cut out early. i ended up staying there until 9:30 sunday morning, just bcuz i was able to make a good time of it by observing their movements, action and speech patterns.

[Uzichida Cantameru]

...so you basically stalked them and talked to them with witty comments.
*note to self:get more sticky notes instead of hand*

[Darren337]

hahahaha, i didnt stalk them, goof! *sigh* i didnt follow them from room to room, i just added to the hilarity when the opportunity showed itself.

[Uzichida Cantameru]

um right goof >< well at least your parties have more than 1 room, ones i usually go to are 1 room the size of medium sized house. Its weird and i hate them.

O yea darren its not spoilers wasnt it fun pushing the button lol!

[Darren337]

the "party" was just a hang out at this guy's house. we roamed the house. half the time we were in the dining room snacking and being dumb, then we moved the dumb to the computer room, and then to the kitchen, and eventually back to the dining room.

[Porkchop Express]

The last house party that I went to was about 5 months ago. Generally we have parties then long periods of time to mentally recover from the anguish. It was at my friend Sherly’s house (he’s a guy, Sherly is just what we call him). So yeah after we watched transformers the movie twice, we all designed our own transformers, then we printed out the script to transformers the movie and proceeded to rewrite the original with wheely and bumblebee being killed grotesquely, then we added some other scenes which I cant quite remember. Then we found the only Japanese female at the party and demanded she help us translate our script into a 2 hour Japanese monologue about the pain and sorrow of intergalactic car war. After that we became violent and set fire to a sex offenders fence with a barbecue, it wasn’t intentional but we didn’t stop it. Fire is my friend. Then later Sherly realised that was his and the sex offenders fence… huh. So then we spent the rest of the evening watching his rabbit having sex with various stuffed animals I’d stolen from his sisters bedroom before eventually a.) falling over, b.) being sick or c.) falling over and being sick.. Eventually after the dangerous firework filled fire had died out we went bowling… for 7 hours and then got whipped by some 11 year old kids at laser quest… I thought I was dying anyway so…. I’m also band from Homebase now? Not really sure why. (Homebase is like a DIY shop in England)… So yeah I think that’s what a party is supposed to be like Uzi.

At the party before that one I won the “who can jump thru a wall first contest”… but they were knocking down the house anyway so nobody really did mind.

[greenrider85]

yep, i have never had a boyfriend. feels pathetic. never been kissed either. i tend to blend in in a crowd.

[Darren337]

well it has its ups and its downs. my xgf just sent me a pic of me and her. *sigh* old times. *eyes get glassy as i glaze over*


*shakes head* damn, i would almost say "what i wouldnt give to have her back..."

[Uzichida Cantameru]

"yep, i have never had a boyfriend. feels pathetic. never been kissed either. i tend to blend in in a crowd."
yep same here cept GIRLfriend... life sucks doesnt it?*goes to corner in darrens room*

[Darren337]

my room is a safe haven. Sanctuary is written over the door.

[greenrider85]

life stinks for the people who blend in..

[Darren337]

that is unless you are attempting TO blend in, like myself. i stand out, yet i can disappear. borne identity status. when i feel like it i can move without being noticed. if you're looking to be noticed, we take notice here. :)

[greenrider85]

:) :doindadom yay i am not invisible!

[Darren337]

how could i possibly miss you with that super cool av of yours? (one of the best "rukia experiencing the real world" moments ever)

[greenrider85]

very true. i thought that part was funny. an even funnier one is when she didn't know how to drink a juice pack. that was great.

[asian]

ahh that was a memorable part *reminises*
SOO OFF TOPIC GUYS

[Ballistics]

lol yeah that juice thing might start showing up in a lot of animes...hmmm re-a-cur-ing theme...yeah, people get noticed around here...some people know me but still not like I'm a huge part of a crew or anything yet...I've been around since kinda early times but never really was a active part of the forum...

so yeah... lets kinda leave da bleach stuff and maybe talk about "relationshop"...is that like a store were you can "buy" relations? ?_?

well there you have it amigos, damn I'm just not in any love problems right now. Ballistics out...[B]

[Darren337]

you're right man, there arent very many relationship issues being discussed. i guess for the sake of getting back on topic, i can throw a couple things out.

its 02:10/05.22.05 and im going to six flags magic mountain in 5 hrs. i should arrive there around 10:00. the last time i was at six flags was when i asked my last gf out (i met her thru friends who were cheerleaders, and after knowing her 6 weeks, i asked her out when i was invited to be a guest to see the cheer team perform at 6flags.

im going this time for my friend's birthday, but it seems i cant get away from my last gf. she sent me a pic of her and me from a while back *sigh* such good times... oh well.


just setting the thread back on track

[netorcs]

Ex's are sometimes hard to move on from especially if they don't want to let go. I broke up with a guy because he was holding a torch for his last girlfriend and I found out he was doing the same thing to his next girlfriend. He would leave his business card on my car and stuff. I ran into him later and explained why I left and that if he liked his new gf to move on and enjoy what he has while he has it.

[Darren337]

thats a very... i dunno, shallow thingf to do. always leaving an opening like "hey if you ever want to come back."

luckily thats not the problem i have... i think im lucky.... *hmmm* my problem is that my xgf wants to be friends, which on paper works out fine. but when i hear her voice or see her face... i just sort of... melt. even now, 6 months down the road, i still dont understand how she can have such a profound effect on me.

[netorcs]

I think that is why its so hard to be friends after you break up...those feelings are still there... especially the special ones.

[Darren337]

I think that is why its so hard to be friends after you break up...those feelings are still there... especially the special ones.


ESPECIALLY THE SPECIAL ONES seems to echo through my head... *sigh* that was probably the most special.

[netorcs]

If that is the case, then I commend you if you can actually keep a friendship up with her. Not because she would intentionally hurt you, but "friend" is such a hard place to be when you have been so close. The wound doesn't heal easily and its hard to move on. (personal exp here)

[Darren337]

yeah, thnx 4 that. its gonna get easier tho, she's moving away. it may only be for a year, but for a year i wont even have to worry about it.

[freja9]

time will heal away the pain and sorrow

[Darren337]

indeed. yesterday i went to six flags. that was a real memory refresher.

i walked by Wascal's cafe (for those of you who know bugs bunny and elmer fudd, you get the idea) and immediately remembered what i was doing the last time i was there.

flashback:
i had just gotten off of X about 20 minutes before i was there, which was only two hours after i had asked "K" out. i was in ecstasy, totally tired from the day but happy beyond words. (side note: scenario - i was invited up as K's guest to see her compete in a cheer comp at six flags.) and another cheerleader's mom, Liz, came to talk to me as i was sitting there while K went inside for some food.

L: "how are you?"
D: "im tired, but happy."
L: "so how is K?"
D: "great, she seems happy now." (for a while she was really sad, and i had mated it a personal mission to cheer her up. i more than accomplished my goal)
L: "thats good to hear."
D: "yeah seeing her sad really got to me."
L: "it really wore you out huh?
D: "heh, maybe. i was thinking it was all the running around today, but maybe her sadness got to me too."
L: "yeah it gets to us all. her mom is so uncaring at times."
D: "why....? i just dont get it."
L: "her mom is very bitter about the way her life turned out, and seeing how happy K is makes her jealous. it bothers her how happy and free spirited K can be despite all of the bad things in her life."
D: "thats such a petty thing for her mom to think tho..."
L: "agreed, but theres nothing we can really do about it."
D: "well we can try to balance it out by making K happy."



the entire day was like this. see a place, have a thought.
yesterday, my thoughts:
"damn, this is where i was planning to ask her out, tho she kinda got me to skip that and ask her out early."

"i was here when she was getting ready to compete"

"theres the ampitheater they competed in. and thats where i saw her crying. i couldnt stand to see her cry."

"those exit benches... i had to leave K on one of them because my ride was leaving earlier than hers. she told me she fell asleep on one thinking about me."


my mind wasnt on her all of yesterday, but a few times my mind did wander to her.

[netorcs]

Wow, you got it bad.
It will get easier especially since she is moving away for a while...

[Darren337]

got it bad, hahaha, that i know for sure:


when seeing her smile makes you smile (even if you see her smile from afar and dont know why she's smiling.
when her voice makes all your stress melt away.
when a hug can make the world "all better."
when a kiss can make pain LITERALLY disappear.

it almost sounds like im obsessed.

am i? no. if that was the case i would have been desperately chasing her, trying to get her back. i have basically broken contact with her, even though i said i would be her friend.

[netorcs]

Well, as long as your not stalking her ...you will be fine eventually. Hang in there {friendly hug}

[Darren337]

*hug* i avoid thinking of her or looking at anything that i relate to her (that includes my yearbook)

[greenrider85]

maybe she will realize the mistake she made?