Relationship Thread

[asian]

if she's not in denial, you know, how people are like no...i'm better off without them and they believe that and such...

[Darren337]

i had forgotten about this thread.... hmmmm.

[asian]

haha i did as well ^_^*

[Ballistics]

lol crazy...yeah *plays Going Home from the Bleach ost*

life sure isn't what you think its gonna be...love sucks when your heart is broken huh? You remember things now and then, regrets start to form in your heart...So trying to forget always sounds so good but also very bitter...The thing is to know when to stop and when to start...love is like a warm blanket made from the finest knitter...

Well there you have it amigos, I donno but I tend to really miss a girl then totally want to avoid her after a brake up. Ballistics out...[B]

[netorcs]

I agree with Ballistics.. after its over, its over.. can't go back. Too hard... Just chose to forget it..what annoys me is I still dream about them..ACK

Love the knitted blanket metaphor.

[Darren337]

knitted blanket.... ooooh how true.

ever seen characters in movies that you can relate to either their situation or viewpoint and you realize it just reminds you of your own situation and viewpoint YET again? *sigh*

[greenrider85]

that is a nice metaphor..yep, but i am not always in those situations. i have guys who like me more than a friend, and i only think of them as friends. unfortunately it has happened more than once. sucks.

[asian]

Throw stuff at them, always works ^_^

[Hinatetsu]

I hate it when that happens, then the friendship is ruiened!

There was one guy, who was like my best friend in the world - we were going to get an apartment together (not as a couple) and we would always role-play and talk all night on instant messanger. Just stupid things, you know, but we could tell each other anything.

Then he fell for me. *smacks head* And I turned him down, but only because I felt I was too young for him (5 year age difference). But now that I realise that I really did love him, and still do, he's gone far away to TN and I can't find his number, address or online alias.

Now I'm depressed, this brings back memories...*sigh*

[Ryudell]

We seldom appreaciate people until they're gone... and then we'll traverse the earth to bring them back... very Ichigo-like...

[Hinatetsu]

Yeah, I know. *sigh*

I wonder if I'll ever see him again. Gah, it's been three years, I'm such an idiot. You know, thinking back, this is probabally why my other relationships never worked out, because I compared everyone to him (and the other guys were jerks or idiots anyway).

[Darren337]

hina: yeah ive done that too except i still see that girl from time to time. lucky for me i dont have any feelings for her any more. good luck getting past that.

[Hinatetsu]

Heh, I keep on hoping it will turn out like a Shoujo romance and we'll meet each other by chance one day. Haha, yeah right.

And you know what's really scary. I had this weird dream two nights ago. I was a high school student in Japan and I walked into the classroom and who else was there but, no, not my long lost love, but the weird ex-boyfriend who wanted to marry me (Chris). It was terrible, I had to depend on him in my dream because I forgot where my apartment was and he helped me find it.

I really hope that it wasn't a sign of some sort. As if I would ever go back out with Chris.

[Darren337]

wow thats kinda creepy. but a dream is only that, so take happiness in knowing that it was escapable.

[greenrider85]

sorry to hear that hina.. maybe you will see him again.. don't be too hard on yourself. that is a wierd dream. do you believe that your dreams usually mean something? maybe it does or doesn't, don't know if you should listen to me someone who doesn't know much about this crap.

[netorcs]

I get stuff like that..shake it off..not going to happen. Damn, can't they stay out of our heads!!

[greenrider85]

i get pretty messed up dreams...

[ningo]

Messed up as in weird, or messed up as in sticking screwdrivers in puppies?

[greenrider85]

as in wierd, for a while i would have dreams about school, or i was at school. i hated my school with a passion.

[Darren337]

it seems your dreams are hate driven...

[greenrider85]

not all of them. just where i am.. didn't like my highschool. did you like yours?

[ningo]

I don't think that's particularly weird; people frequently has dreams set in locations from their past and experiences; is your issue more with the fact that the dreams take place somewhere you are uncomfortable with.

DOH! :sad: beaten again

I was reasonable happy at school; uni's far better tho..by the time you get to uni, lower number of arseholes and there are more likeminded people.

[Darren337]

i liked the people and the non class activities that i was at, but as far as my teachers... most of them could fall off a cliff, be hung, decapitated, impaled... etc. and it would only make the world better.

[greenrider85]

some of my class mates were real, i mean real idiots. some of my teachers were cool, and some of them sucked..but there were some people at my school that i liked.

[Darren337]

while i only kept a few friends, we were close. i still talk to most of them (not really a huge accomplishment since i have such a low starting number.... hehe.

[greenrider85]

i have some friends in highschool, some of them i am closer too.. try to talk to most of them. since laura lives closer to me, i talk to her more.don't know why. then i made friends at college too.

[Darren337]

i didnt make very many friends in college this year. the friend i have is one of my old high school buddies, hehehe.

[greenrider85]

i have made some friends. one of them is amy, she lives in melhville. which sucks because that's like 29 miles from where i live.grr. then there's theresa, and patricia who lives in bolivar, don't have he phone # and too far to go see her, it's like 3hrs to get to where she lives...

[Porkchop Express]

I have a lot of friends, I just don’t like them very much, usually I try to introduce them as colleagues or acquaintances… except the couple who I do like.

I'd say my dreams were more along the lines of impaling creatures great and small, At least they were ages 10 - 17 anyways...

[netorcs]

High school generally sucked for me...

*thinks*

Mabye the reason I hate sleeping lately is all those old bf dreams. Damn, I want them to go away.

[Hinatetsu]

I hardly talk to any of my old high school friends, besides, most of them are now either sluts or druggies. *sigh*

[asian]

a couple of my friends are potheads and druggies, and stuff...but they're still cool, but i don't hang out with them a lot anymore. i have what i call academy friends, (poeple who are in the academy for music, art, or drama) and they don't smoke, and they're aewsome and friendly and funny and yeah. so i hang out with them more ^_^. then i have my core friends (friends from my english, science, and alagebra core). but i think i'll keep in touch with people form the academy the longest.

[Hinatetsu]

I didn't really get along with the people in my high school. They were, for the most part, really immature shallow people and I just couldn't stand to hang around them. But, hey, I guess it shows now that they graduated and aren't doing anything with their lives.

I have more friends from nursing school that I hang out with.

[asian]

well they get what they deserve.
my friends from middle school went to another high school but we still takl, goes yto show how some people say you never really talk to people from different schools anymore.

[Hinatetsu]

Yeah, my best friend went to a different school than me. In fact, we didn't even become friends until I changed schools. ^^

[asian]

whoo! talk about fighting the system!

[ZeroWind]

Shallow People Rule

[Hinatetsu]

I thought she was a snob, until I didn't have to be around her 24/7.

I still need breaks from her though, she always tries to tell me how to run my life. I think that she thinks I'm her mini-me or something.

[asian]

yeah, it's always better to take breaks from hanging out with someone too much, or else it can go downhill.

[Hinatetsu]

That was a problem with my romantic relationships too. The guy ALWAYS wanted to hang around me, it even got to the point where he would read over my shoulder when I was on the internet.

How annoying. I had to break up with him because it came to where I could hardly go to the bathroom without him wanting to come in. o.O

[asian]

yeah, i can't stand clingy guys. my perfect boyfriend would be athletic, nice, funny, NOT clingy. i can't stand clingy people.

[Hinatetsu]

A little clingy is ok, but that's overdoing it.

Gah, that's my perfect guy! Smart, athletic, funny, independent, open-minded, nice, blah, blah, blah. AND WITH RED HAIR! Too bad he doesn't exist. :(

[asian]

lol i'm not picky about hair, or eyes, but the guy i like has the greatest eyes. they're green iwth a golden rim about the pupl.

[Hinatetsu]

Green/golden eyes! I'm so envious!

I really don't pay attention to eyes, cause I hardly ever look at my boyfriends because they are too busy suffocating me and telling me what to do and just being stupid morons! I think my last bf had blue eyes...yes...I think, I wonder. Hmmm. Gah! Now I'm using my brain! *sobs*

[asian]

lol i noticed last year cause i sit across from him in lunch and i was daydreaming and i was like WOAH that's cool.

[Hinatetsu]

Oh! I forgot! I like guys with those "fang teeth". I don't know if you know what I'm talking about, but I have them too. The really pointy teeth next to the front teeth.

Makes him look wolfish. Mwahaha.

[asian]

canines? i have a really long one, well its not long long but its longer than usual (compared to everyone elses i know)
i like guys with like long short hair thats messed up, do you get what i'm talking about? where its like short, but its long enoough to like spike....or osmething...

[Darren337]

scruffy? that sounds like me when i need a hair cut. speaking of which, i better get that done this week.

[Hinatetsu]

Long hair? Only if it's back in a ponytail! ^^

A red haired man with a ponytail. It's sounding more and more impossible.

[netorcs]

Drawn, I like long hair on guys... but in real life.. short rulz.

[Darren337]

my hair is short. its reaching the upper limits of spiking gel (need spiking glue to go further). short hair is the best since its low maintenance and hardly itme intensive.

[takaragi_kazuya]

My hair is kept short. It's usually bleached blonde like it is now. But for anime cons and for costume purposes, it's usually some weirded out color depending on who I cosplay.

I tried to keep my hair long once but couldn't do it. My head got too heavy and gave me headaches... x_x Plus, I agree with Darren that short hair is so much easier to maintain.

[Hinatetsu]

My brother used to have short hair, but then he wanted to go with the shaggy look. It's terrible, I can't stand it on him. I'm going to sneak up to him room one night and shave his head again.

[PyroWolf174]

my hairs ridiculously long for a guy. passed my shoulder sin the back, and just passed my coller bone in the front.. im a friggin' hippie ^^

i love it this way though.. i look horrible with short hair.. not to say i look great now, but i think its better ^^.. plus, i just brush it down.. easy to maintain for me.. its also one of the ways people identify me lol

[greenrider85]

man, i don't really care if the guy has long hair as long as he doesn't wear make up or something. i wear make-up,not much, and not often.. i would feel awkward dating a guy who looked better than me or something.

[Hinatetsu]

I'd feel weird dating a guy much shorter than me (if that's even possible) and MUCH skinner than I am. <<

[PyroWolf174]

I'd feel weird dating a guy much shorter than me (if that's even possible) and MUCH skinner than I am. <<

lol, i know its rude to say this but.. how much do you wiegh? lol... im 110, and im 6ft tall ^^

[Darren337]

5'11" 140lbs, i think that makes us both sticks, pyro...

[Hinatetsu]

I'm 5'6 and everyone THINKS I weigh (and they are very honest and think that they are offending me) 120ish.

...I wish I did weigh that.

[takaragi_kazuya]

Wow, that's weird Hinatetsu...

Because I'm 5'6, 120...

But then again, that's what I get for being Asian...

[Hinatetsu]

I said I wish I weighed that much though, I have really dense bones and all other wonderful things like that. People think I lie when I tell them what I weigh. :O

[greenrider85]

i think i am 5'9 or something like that and 120something. don't weigh myself..

[asian]

i'm 5'2-5'3 and like...112 >_>.

[Darren337]

heh im glad to hear healthy weights, hehe.

[Hinatetsu]

I hate you all. I weigh more than you. :P

[Darren337]

you dont weigh more than me... you'd need to gain about 25 pounds to do that.

[Hinatetsu]

I didn't say my real weight, I said what people think I weigh.

[Darren337]

well it matters not in the end. as long as youre not morbidly obese its all good.

[Hinatetsu]

Ah, but I'll be forced to exercise again in Janurary, that's when I start for my Fitness Therapy licence. Oh, the horror.

[Porkchop Express]

Anyone know how many pounds are in a stone?

[Darren337]

im not sure what the conversion is but i tested it. here's what google said for 100 pounds.

http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&q=100+pounds+in+stones

[Porkchop Express]

Oh yeah! I'd forgotten google could o that! I love my google..

does quick google calculation... huh... I guess we have a new champion... thats depressing.

6'3" and 182 pounds... I'm disgusted with myself...

[Darren337]

6'3" damn... 182 isnt too shabby at that height.

[netorcs]

yeah, I agree.. that is slim as far as I know.

[Porkchop Express]

Its fat darren, Its what happens when you only exercise twice a year. I think I've inadvertently lost weight recently tho? I might be less than that now, haven’t weighted myself for a long time.

[Darren337]

hey i dont excercise... but i dont eat too much any more either. my apetite automatically curves depending on activity levels.

[Porkchop Express]

You burn off more calories when you’re sleeping than when you’re awake, Because of my incredible lack of yearly exercise I think I can actually claim to do 6 hours of exercise every night.

Yeah the work nurse showed me my position on the weight to height graph... that graph is evil! According to it I'm within the acceptable weight levels, apparently I'm not over weight, although she did say that my heart is dying.. oh well?

[Darren337]

your heart is dying.... hell your whole body is dying... REAAALLLLY SLOWLY. thats called getting older. ive been dying for... 19 years. my grandpa for 81... its just how it is *hehe*

[Porkchop Express]

Well you say that but I know a guy whose actually getting younger... the government know about it, It's all very hush hush.. I might be ageing, only physically though

[Hinatetsu]

we are all dying, isn't that a comforting thought. ^^;;

I keep gaining weight though, and I hardly eat, am not growing and an sorta active. I don't see how this is!

[TGCBaoth]

yeah I eat alot and drink massive amounts of caffine and Pop, yet im 6'1" and 165 on a good day;) Silly silly motabalism...

[Darren337]

yup metabolisms are just like relationships... they just dont make sense sometimes

[PyroWolf174]

my metabolisms crazy.. i dont excersize at all, and sometimes i eat a LOT.. and i dont seem to gain weight.. its actually annoying.. i wanted to play basketball before, but my coach said i should eat more, and work out. And when i had gained like 20lbs, hed sign me up.. well i couldnt gain the weight.. and now ive got asthma.. ironic, eh?

[Darren337]

some things that are ironic just seem so impossible you wonder how it even happened that way *shakes head*

[Hinatetsu]

I go to the doctors a lot, and I remember just recently that I got really sick and hardly ate or drank anyting for days (without getting even more sick) but when I went to the doctors (a week after a previous appt) I had gained five pounds. Grrr.

[Darren337]

sickness does that to you.

[netorcs]

I always lose weight when I get sick. All I do is sleep... better than being miserable awake.

[Kiechi]

Relationships during the teenage years are worthless. It's more of an experience than anything worth considering serious.

[Hinatetsu]

I always lose weight when I get sick. All I do is sleep... better than being miserable awake.

But is gaining weight while being sick normal?

[Darren337]

Relationships during the teenage years are worthless. It's more of an experience than anything worth considering serious.

i think they should be considered to a certain degree. some can get serious and feelings get deep. have to consider that. but i agree, it is an experience... i feel its definately a learning experience.

[netorcs]

But is gaining weight while being sick normal?


I have friends do that.. Yeah..it can be perfectly normal..a bummer though if you don't want to gain.

As far as relationships in your teenage years.. I actually think you learn more about yourself when you have close relationships. It gives you an insight on how you work on a intimate level (not talking sex here) that you don't get with your family.

[Darren337]

I have friends do that.. Yeah..it can be perfectly normal..a bummer though if you don't want to gain.

As far as relationships in your teenage years.. I actually think you learn more about yourself when you have close relationships. It gives you an insight on how you work on a intimate level (not talking sex here) that you don't get with your family.

this is how people find out who they are. they look at themselves using another person's eyes as a mirror

[PyroWolf174]

this is how people find out who they are. they look at themselves using another person's eyes as a mirror

not only that, but by seeing how one of your friends react in a relationship, you can see how they truely are.. i used to think my friend and i were a lot alike, but after seeing how he treated his girlfriend, i found i was wrong.. not that he was abusive or anything.. he just didnt treat her how i would have.. and also, i respect women.. and im not a violent person.. at all.. but the people who are violent, normaly have little to no respect at all. and tend to look out only for sex. im sorry if your this way, but i really dont like that...

[sasuke]

what would happen if a girl tells you she hearts you

[greenrider85]

hopefully, someday i will get into a relationship..hopefully a healthy one. but sometimes when i am out i see couples and i get bitter about it, if they were hanging on each other i would be like get a room.

[Darren337]

not only that, but by seeing how one of your friends react in a relationship, you can see how they truely are.. i used to think my friend and i were a lot alike, but after seeing how he treated his girlfriend, i found i was wrong.. not that he was abusive or anything.. he just didnt treat her how i would have.. and also, i respect women.. and im not a violent person.. at all.. but the people who are violent, normaly have little to no respect at all. and tend to look out only for sex. im sorry if your this way, but i really dont like that...

yeah everyone handles relationships a different way. but also consider this: your perspective of the girl may only be correct as a friend. she may act differently with the guy she is intimate with, and therefore HIS actions may have adjusted accordingly. either way, everyone has their own style. and on the note of the violent ones, *shakes head* i know what you mean. i went to go pick up my brother and i saw a "violent guy."

so im at the deli next door to my brother's school, and i see a couple high school students... this one guy and girl were talking, and at one point the girl walked away. i thought it was just cuz she had to go, but then he followed and he didnt look happy. anyway, after what looked like a heated conversation, he tried to kiss her, but in a very rude way. she didnt want to be kissed and he pulled her to him in an aggressive way and it was surprising that she didnt slap him. i was ready to get out of my car and confront this guy.

[Ryudell]

Hear hear! But I wonder if it's the guy's way or an apology? If so then it was rudely executed.

[Darren337]

i sorta remember this guy from when i was in high school... he's an idiot. and sadly, many guys are like him... whats worse is girls are used to going out with guys like him, and they put up with it instead of getting with the nice guys (like me, heh).

[Ryudell]

I'm detecting self-promotion here... try and create a thread and see how many of the CB ladies are ready to fall at your feet (fufufufu)

[Ballistics]

lol, don't give em' any ideas...lol well if its something more to do around here...I guess more ideas isn't really that bad of a an idea...As far as the thing about girls going out with loser morons instead of far more better "qulified" ( for a lack of a better word ) I don't know what to tell you...I guess they are fine with short lived or really boring relasionships...about telling some people out on the street just doing the dirty deed in front of you I think its normal to have that feeling of " Hey go find a cage you damn horny bunnys!" that is...unless your into that kinda thing...@_@

Well there you have it amigos, OH NO~ they ain't gotta chance! Ballistics out...[B]

[greenrider85]

man, that's sad if i was that girl i would so beat the crap out of him. violence isn't good in a relationship most of the time?

[netorcs]

I don't do this as I don't seem to have this attraction.. But I know a lot of women are very attracted to the bad boy image. I am not sure if its because its 'bad' (taboo) and they are trying to find something in themselves or just like a lot of drama in their life.

[Darkly_Cute_Miho]

I'm not attracted to the 'bad boy' image...just punk skater goth types....of which there are very few....but my boyfriend is kinda like that. I never date jerks either, and that's why I've been single for most of my life ~.^ But not anymore. Also, about the violence in relationships.....if a girl (or a guy, but I've never seen that) is getting abused by their significant other (trying not to discriminate......though the case I usually see is a boyfriend abusing his girlfriend....) they need to tell someone, even if they're afraid. -___- There is nothing worse than being stuck in a situation that you feel you can't get out of.

[greenrider85]

I'm not attracted to the 'bad boy' image...just punk skater goth types....of which there are very few....but my boyfriend is kinda like that. I never date jerks either, and that's why I've been single for most of my life ~.^ But not anymore. Also, about the violence in relationships.....if a girl (or a guy, but I've never seen that) is getting abused by their significant other (trying not to discriminate......though the case I usually see is a boyfriend abusing his girlfriend....) they need to tell someone, even if they're afraid. -___- There is nothing worse than being stuck in a situation that you feel you can't get out of.
i have to agree with the violent relationship thing too. i am not attracted to bad boys. i like guys who are sweet, respectful, and funny. that's some things at least.

[Darren337]

to set the record straight, im not tryin to promote myself, i just dont go forcefully trying to get kisses, agressively manhandle the girls i know, i dont yell, and i dont fight unless its all in sport for her too.

guys who are in general abusive, really make me want to punch them

[greenrider85]

to set the record straight, im not tryin to promote myself, i just dont go forcefully trying to get kisses, agressively manhandle the girls i know, i dont yell, and i dont fight unless its all in sport for her too.

guys who are in general abusive, really make me want to punch them
i agree with that. assholes!!

[Darkly_Cute_Miho]

I hate cheaters. I had a friend who went out with my best friend and cheated on her with three other girls. When I asked my friend how she felt about it, she said, 'I'm not mad that he cheated, I'm just mad that he lied about it.' o.O

[greenrider85]

I hate cheaters. I had a friend who went out with my best friend and cheated on her with three other girls. When I asked my friend how she felt about it, she said, 'I'm not mad that he cheated, I'm just mad that he lied about it.' o.O
oh man.... i feel sorry for her. that guy*shaking my head* what a jerk.. both cheating and lying is pretty bad. that's really bad.

[Darren337]

*sigh* i cant believe this is a normal occurance... what compels peopleto cheat is beyond my comprehension.

[greenrider85]

i have no idea why either. i need to get off the forums soon. doesn't mean i will actually go through with it though.

[Darren337]

yeah your relationship with the people here is intoxicating...

[Darkly_Cute_Miho]

The three of us have been posting a lot, haven't we?
Ah, the joys of not having to share a computer with anyone, nor have parents that care to tell me to get off.......

[Darren337]

The three of us have been posting a lot, haven't we?
Ah, the joys of not having to share a computer with anyone, nor have parents that care to tell me to get off.......

hell yeah!

[Darkly_Cute_Miho]

But I'm going to have to go soon anyways, I'm about to play DDR.....

[greenrider85]

yes.. i have my own lappy!! so i do it as much as i want. but i like to do other stuff to.. it is a very addicting place.

[Darkly_Cute_Miho]

Ooooh, lucky, I need one of those so I can take it with me to Spain....

[Darren337]

laptops own. i have one and i use it when im not powerhousing my tower

[Darkly_Cute_Miho]

...........
*doesn't have a laptop* I want one though.......

[greenrider85]

it's okay.. mine gives me problems a lot..

[asian]

i think laptops are too much hassle even though i'm probably gonna get my father's old one later on...

[netorcs]

I would like a laptop so I can entertain myself at the coffee shop and cruise BP/CB

[Darren337]

laptops are a trade off. newer ones can rival desktop comps in power and speed and features, but they also have a serious personality. they can be SOOOO picky at times its not even funny. and of course, repairs are not a fun thing. plus upgrades are damn near impossible because of the uniquity of each laptop model. generally no parts are exchangeable. but if you can work with that (which i have) you can take your laptop anywhere, boot up and do your thing. and if you have wireless or a LAN drop, you can plug in and get your fix while on the go too.


anyway, thats enuf of that, back to the topic of relationships, new old and desired.

[Tanpaku]

blah, you guys get on topic right when i come back
about the laptops, what's a good brand? or do you guys just make your own?

[Darren337]

i like toshiba... thats just my pref. i strongly advise against compaq tho, havent seen good stuff from them. and i also dont like the lack of durability in sony's laptops.

[ningo]

Toshiba's are cool, but i prefer ibm's myself.i hate trackpads; trackpoint is far superior imo; also, ibms are built to last.

[Darren337]

IBMs are kinda like bricks tho... ive had my SERIOUSLY ABUSED toshiba laptop for 6 years... still works with little to no problems.

[ningo]

maybe so; but i'm a "function over form" person anyway. And weight shouldn't be that bigger problem, not unless you carry it everywhere; guys are not supposed to use laptops on their laps; lowers fertitlity because of the heat.

[Tanpaku]

hmm, how's apple? and what's wrong with sony? i thought they had some of the newer technology making them very similar to desktops? as for durability it shouldn't be too much of a problem if you don't drop it a lot or anything like that.

[Darren337]

ive found more useful hotkeys and keyboard layouts in toshibas... but thats just what ive run into.

[greenrider85]

strange that this thread has changed to talk about computers. i think i am to be blamed for that.

[Darren337]

ok so how bout the sigifigant others, yeah?

[greenrider85]

don't have one.

[Darren337]

well this is about past present and hopefuls.

[netorcs]

some past... an unusual present... the future is unknown.

[Darren337]

currently, i am in a weird spot. i have... interesting relations with my ex-g/f... who i just keep running into (cant get away! >_<) and meanwhile i have found happiness poking the ppl here. its so interesting that joining a site with like-minded people can make you feel happy inside... you find ppl who think like you, feel like you, and if you ever met them in real life, you have this gut feeling that you just KNOW you'll get along...

[Ballistics]

yeah...life can throw some tricks at you...When I was young yeah a lot of girls liked me and talked to me...then I kinda became reclusive over one girl and then a spiral of lonlyness and hate and anger....then know I've over came it with hope, willpower and a strong heart...yeah...

Well there you have it amigos, You be You and I be Me! Ballistics out...[B]

[greenrider85]

i always found myself liking someone who was really popular. don't know why. and they were pretty much, out of reach for me.

[asian]

i find myself....er...in fron tof the computer? haha i don't know, i think i've come to a dead end i the whole relationship department.

[netorcs]

To diverge a little... I was never popular but in early hugh school I decided if I was going to survive well in high school, I needed a popular friend... Turns out the most popular girl in school lived near me and within two years we were the best of friends (still are)...

I sometimes think that we set ourselves up for failure by thinking we can't attain something or be with someone because of "whatever reason'. I mean hell, whatcha got to lose??

[Darren337]

a little time and effort, and thats not all that important in the long run.

[ningo]

"Faint heart never won fair lady."

[Ballistics]

yeah...I made a rep of being a monster in Jr High and it follows me to this day...( you know when you lose your mind and almost kill a kid by strangleasion and then almost doing the same to your best friend in a blind fury...) but you know you hit it big when a whole school bus chants your name...I guess that little taste of power triggered something in me...and I wanted more power and power so i sorta started to build my body and in time I was friends with every jock, goth, geek, mexican, "gansters", Taggers, and the other drfiters like myself...due to my willingness to help and be used and a scapgoat...I was the popular kid behind the sceens...but I never lost that whole monster and Final Fight Image...so you can say I didn't have much luck with the kinda girls i liked...

Well there you have it amigos, have you ever had a whole school bus chant your name? Ballistics out...[B]

[kenshinsan]

Remember Death solves all. :redbiggri just kidding.....or am I da da da

[Darren337]

hey, it solves overpopulation!

[kenshinsan]

da da da kind of loses its effect if u cant actually hear it doesn't it. Might just be me though.

[Ballistics]

lol yeah...but death brings forth judgement and then more death...in a cycle where I will get so much blood on my hands...so naw I just don't want to lose it again...I would like to never get like that again so I have become like super passive...for the safty of others and for my own...lol but that doesn't mean I can't defend or kick ass when I have to...besides who wants a thrown of Bones? lol and the DA DA DA~~~ does kinda lose its effect like that...so I say it when I see it on a post...just to give it that kick...

Well there you have it amigos, Don't worry I'm not hazardous to your health. Ballistics out...[B]

[kenshinsan]

What the HELL are u talking about. Lost u buddy.

[Ballistics]

lol damn for reals? maybe its just my type of writing...yeah look some times I have to read some post out loud so i can kinda give some of them more life or to get that inpact the writer wants...no? you don't get it? aw forget it...

Well there you have it amigos, Hang out and post somemore and you'll get used to how I tend to post things. Ballistics out...[B]

[kenshinsan]

Okay, I understand it now.

Well I need to bounce. I take nappy, then study.
Oyasuminasai or something like that. Spelled phonetically.

[Ballistics]

lol ok its cleared up...now as for relastions go...I tried an Online Relasionship once and it didn't go so well...in the end we broke up cause she did know if she loved me or what not...so whatever...That's well and done...I don't think online stuff really works unless you really go and meet and only use the internet as a means to talk to each other like the Phone or Letters ( some people still do that around here) but you gotta have that flesh to flesh time too...

Well there you have it amgios,something smells burnt. Ballistics out...[B]

[greenrider85]

lol ok its cleared up...now as for relastions go...I tried an Online Relasionship once and it didn't go so well...in the end we broke up cause she did know if she loved me or what not...so whatever...That's well and done...I don't think online stuff really works unless you really go and meet and only use the internet as a means to talk to each other like the Phone or Letters ( some people still do that around here) but you gotta have that flesh to flesh time too...

Well there you have it amgios,something smells burnt. Ballistics out...[B]
seems to me that would be the only way it works.

[kenshinsan]

lol ok its cleared up...now as for relastions go...I tried an Online Relasionship once and it didn't go so well...in the end we broke up cause she did know if she loved me or what not...so whatever...That's well and done...I don't think online stuff really works unless you really go and meet and only use the internet as a means to talk to each other like the Phone or Letters ( some people still do that around here) but you gotta have that flesh to flesh time too...

Well there you have it amgios,something smells burnt. Ballistics out...[B]

It seems that everyone here needs a shrink.

Just believe in your fists as the only way of life. Taekwondo and Karate made believe in the only truth. The aquisition of power. In fact I have a tournament a week from now. Women aren't needed to become strong.

[hat n sandels]

lol ok its cleared up...now as for relastions go...I tried an Online Relasionship once and it didn't go so well...in the end we broke up cause she did know if she loved me or what not...so whatever...That's well and done...I don't think online stuff really works unless you really go and meet and only use the internet as a means to talk to each other like the Phone or Letters ( some people still do that around here) but you gotta have that flesh to flesh time too...

Well there you have it amgios,something smells burnt. Ballistics out...[B]


dude you dated ppl online... you should get out more. thats very weird for you to be lookin for love online.

[greenrider85]

kenshin.. i don't think that is fair. women can be strong. physically and emotionally. we are the ones who have kids. i don't know how painful it is, but would you want another person coming out of you. sorry if i sound like a jerk..i am a bit sensitive.

[asian]

heyyy yeah, green is right! we can be strong, women get put down becuse some poeple think we aren't pysically storng enough, that is...until we kick them in the face heheh.

[kenshinsan]

Hmmm, good point. Sorry if I offended u.
(Cant believe I apologized, Im gettin soft)

[greenrider85]

it's okay... being soft is okay!!!

[Kuri_Shinigami]

Hat there is nothing wrong with a online realationship. Sure it sounds werid but it does happen. True that most online realationships end up broken but real life realationships are like that as well. Call me jaded but either way you get your heart broken whether you have a break-up or a ton of unrequited loves. It hurts anyway.

[Darren337]

It seems that everyone here needs a shrink.

Just believe in your fists as the only way of life. Taekwondo and Karate made believe in the only truth. The aquisition of power. In fact I have a tournament a week from now. Women aren't needed to become strong.

less urahara, more sasuke... whatev

green: i think women can be strong. want proof? get between a mother and her child. she will KILL without thought.

asian: yeah you kick ass, im quite convinced :winking56

kenshin: no worries, everything evens out in the long run.

[gilgamesh]

i went out with like 4 girls in the last year
and i never really cared about being dumped? i've never understood why people take it so hard. weather they really liked them or not. if so oh well. get up and walk forward.

[greenrider85]

never done the online relationship, sure it could work but it would probably be hard to meet and stuff.

[asian]

you know i do darren! haha

but yeah....(doesn't know what do say)

[Kuri_Shinigami]

Well from what I can tell you. It gets hard to communicate once school gets in the way. Plus if they live far away you don't know what they are doing...so in the end you have to trust them to be faithful I guess.

[Darren337]

faith is something few people have, loyalty even fewer. its saddening to think how many people cheat, and how little they think of it.

[greenrider85]

long distance relationships would be hard to. i have a friend amy, who's boyfriend who lives in texas, and in a while he is going to tennesee for basic training.he's going in the army. they have known each other a long time, were friends before, and last part of school she went to texas to see him. they e mail and talk on the phone a lot. they knew each other through school, went to the same and he moved away.

[Kuri_Shinigami]

Indeed it is Darren if only cheaters [guys and girls] would stop that would save a lot of people from heartache. Hopefully they are still together Green.

[gilgamesh]

get up... and walk forward

[greenrider85]

they are last time i talked to her. i would ask her if she has heard from him, and how he's doing and stuff. he's funny.

[Kuri_Shinigami]

That's good. I had I online relationship with a guy in Sweden for 6 months. In the end I broke it off since we rarely talked anymore..like we didn't talk for like a month plus I didn't know if I could trust him...in the end I got sad over it...I still think about but I know he has moved on I think I have too. But unrequited loves suck too..

[gilgamesh]

exactly!
you have feet that can stand and legs that will move

[Darren337]

online love is something you must handle delicately, as it is not as easy to portray feelings in text.

[gilgamesh]

i still think its stupid to resort to dating online

[greenrider85]

online love is something you must handle delicately, as it is not as easy to portray feelings in text.
yup, i agree with that. love is pretty fragile in general.

online love is something you must handle delicately, as it is not as easy to portray feelings in text.
yup. i agree with that love is pretty fragile in general.
ahhhhh....dammmmiiiiitttt.

[gilgamesh]

i dont see why its a revelant emotion, people cannot stay true even if they tried. people are naturally attracted to more beatiful ppl even though they are married or in an deep relationship

[Darren337]

i still think its stupid to resort to dating online


this is a very pessimistic outlook on a world going ever more digital

[greenrider85]

i dont see why its a revelant emotion, people cannot stay true even if they tried. people are naturally attracted to more beatiful ppl even though they are married or in an deep relationship
geez, all i have to say is burn...wow.. that's sad.. people can like/love people for who they are inside..i am sure it's possible.

[gilgamesh]

it is possible but even so you cant say to me that you've never desired onther person for there looks

pretty deep for a 13 year old eh!^_^

[Darren337]

it is possible but even so you cant say to me that you've never desired onther person for there looks

pretty deep for a 13 year old eh!^_^


yet still unexperienced and for that reason one-sided. no offense, just making an analysis.

[gilgamesh]

i mean everyone has disired ppl for their looks little lone knowing how true they were like in shallow hal.
if everyone had what he was givin the world would probably be a better place to sum extent until the ppl with great personalitys who were good looking turned like those who are good looking know and know it

yet still unexperienced and for that reason one-sided. no offense, just making an analysis.

i dont need experience for the truth. i am quite capable of anaylsing other ppl's mental condition and i do relize that ppl are more attracted to those more good looking

[greenrider85]

it is possible but even so you cant say to me that you've never desired onther person for there looks

pretty deep for a 13 year old eh!^_^
who the hell are you talking about i am 20. but you could find flaws in the attractive person cuz you think they are perfect then it doesn't work out. okay so i am shallow i do like people who look nice. but i hope to like them for more than that.

[gilgamesh]

everywhere you look there is ppl wanting to be "all that" by torturing there bodies into a perfect look.

plastic surgery, weight loss pills so on and so forth. beauty magazines to give you tips from those who can get anything they want because of there looks

who the hell are you talking about i am 20.

it doesn't matter how old you are. you can't deny crap truthfully, you've desired perfect looks for ppl
everyone has, deny it to the end
if your 13, 20, or 30 who cares it human intuition to desire

[greenrider85]

well, i think it's more of their problem. if they want to abuse themselves that's fine, it is their choice.

[Darren337]

everywhere you look there is ppl wanting to be "all that" by torturing there bodies into a perfect look.

plastic surgery, weight loss pills so on and so forth. beauty magazines to give you tips from those who can get anything they want because of there looks

well just because you go by looks, doesnt mean we all do. i will admit it plays a good part, but its not the whole thing. if i ran into a super hot girl who had NO personality, i would walk away without a second thought.

[gilgamesh]

i didn't say i go for looks im am atraccted by looks at sum point but i agree looks do play a part but i'd rather go for personality
and the diet is ok unless your taking drugs or puking after every meal but plastic surgery is very disgusting

[greenrider85]

yeah, if they didn't have a personality they would be boring.

[gilgamesh]

i didn't say i go for looks im am atraccted by looks at sum point but i agree looks do play a part but i'd rather go for personality
and the diet is ok unless your taking drugs or puking after every meal but plastic surgery is very disgusting

yeah i dont agree with abusing my body.
i see the body as a shrine for what seems to be more importent such as the soul. shrines are places for good things you do not destroy shrines with re-decerating

opps i screwed up there by mistake

[greenrider85]

okay.. i just would rather have wrinkles than end up looking like a barbie doll. i am used to the way i look, i am sure i could handle wrinkles and crap.

[gilgamesh]

yeah but im young i dont have to worry about that
and lucky for me i dont get zits and crap like everyone else
so im perfectly fine
be proud greenrider

is this thread over yet?

[Darren337]

not when you keep extending it *heh*

[gilgamesh]

lol i wanted to this was a cool thread^_^

[netorcs]

okay.. i just would rather have wrinkles than end up looking like a barbie doll. i am used to the way i look, i am sure i could handle wrinkles and crap.


Or god forbid..Joan Rivers...

[Darren337]

Or god forbid..Joan Rivers...

HEY! *points* We dont bring that up any more....

[netorcs]

Uhoh.. I must have missed something... sry

[sasuke]

did anyone notice this is called relationshop

[Darren337]

very good sasuke, at least you're paying attention *hahaha* so anyway, anything else to comment on? questions? need advice?

[Ballistics]

It seems that everyone here needs a shrink.

Just believe in your fists as the only way of life. Taekwondo and Karate made believe in the only truth. The aquisition of power. In fact I have a tournament a week from now. Women aren't needed to become strong.

LOL DAMN GUYS~! I decied to share some in deepth stuff and you guys just come out the door with guns blazing~ lol As a matter of fact man...I did train my self for a very long while out in the Cali Sun with stones and Trees...( and a shit load of bugs) and I did Go to Karate Class around here but I broke to many noses and that wasn't even trying...I'm very confident on my abilaty to kick some ass...but I can only hold back so much...as For understanding my self..I Understand my self more then you could ever...Now I don't know how much you think to know your self But I think I would know myself much more then you could ever understand someone Like I. I don't need some other person that takes hundereds of dollors from me a hour to tell me I'm fine...

As for my Social Life...yeah I do go to the gym, yeah I do get to clubs, yeah I do have many friends...hell at times my friends and I are more alive and out to find some fun then any kids around here...( okay so maybe I'm still a kid so some of you older people here) am I shy? yeah i am but not to the point of not having fun or talking to a really hot girl...

As for the girl I talked to online...Hey when you get close on a forum and then chat for like months and use microphones and Web Cams...You tend to fall in love after a while...Call it lame, call it stupid, call it really kiddy but hey I felt that way for her...so just watch your self you critics...

Well there you have it amigos, Sorry I just kinda had to say that. Ballistics out...[B]

[netorcs]

Good for you Ballistics..stick to your guns!

[Darren337]

ballistics im with you, know yourself by your own power, not your money and someone else's (supposed) power and greed. and love is what you make of it, wherever it may be. i remember hearing somewhere that you can always find love in the most impossible places.

[Ballistics]

lol yeah I see your pun~ lol hey i'm not mad or anything its just how I feel...

Well there you have it amigos, lol stick to your guns~ lol Ballistics out...[B]

[Darren337]

you never seemed angry to me man, its all good *props*

[netorcs]

I may have made a pun but I completely agree.

[Ballistics]

lol hey thanks amigos....*sniff* its like such a ko-DACK moment~ lol and yeah i just wanted to clear that up in case someone did feel I was like totaly steamed...

Well there you have it amigos, I ain't happy~ I'M FEELING GLAD! Ballistics out...[B]

[ningo]

Just believe in your fists as the only way of life. Taekwondo and Karate made believe in the only truth. The aquisition of power. In fact I have a tournament a week from now. Women aren't needed to become strong.

The last guy I knew that said something similar to this to me is now taking lithium...

[edit] Now i read that back, just want make clear i wasn't the reason he's on lithium-nobody has every gone into therapy as a result of my words or actions, i hope :rolleye09

[asian]

what's lithium?
< confused

[ningo]

Lithium basically calms people down,but not like a seditive;can make people unable to feel any sort of emotion, numb about most things, but stops them from getting mad/worked up.

[netorcs]

LIthium is given to people that have mental problems... precursor to Prozac.

[asian]

ohhhhh that's...really....weird...but actually i think i took something similar to that when i needed a CAT scan because i'm clusterphoic and yeah....

[Hinatetsu]

GUESS WHAT EVERYONE!

It's amazing, I actually have a NEW love interest. ME! I'm not moping over *blank* anymore! Yay!

He's 23, Russian, loves cars (like I do), does boxing (martial arts here), is tall and dark (and SO good looking) and goes to massage therapy school with me. In fact, *heh* we worked on each other today in lab. ^.~

Anyway, he sorta seems like the player type and I'm REALLY shy (and probabally the only virgin in my class...well yeah, since all the other girls have kids. o.O) and I don't know what I should do!

I mean, I had a total of like 3 boyfriends my entire life! And I don't want to be the one asking him out (I hate that), should I wait for him to make the move. I mean, he MIGHT be interested in me - he did invite me to a party and wanted my phone number (which made me believe he only wants sex, or he might have been kidding altogether, he jokes around a lot) but recently he started talking to me more. Help, what should I do? I'm so clueless!

[Darren337]

hmmm... well you need to consider a few things first (most dont and end up hurt).

what kind of guy is he? does he seem faithful?

are you sure he's interested in more than just sex?

what will you do IF all he wants is sex?

[Porkchop Express]

he did invite me to a party and wanted my phone number (which made me believe he only wants sex, or he might have been kidding altogether, he jokes around a lot)

The guy invited you to a party AND asked for your number!... that filthy bastard...

I really don’t get it? So he asked you out... What’s wrong with that? Is that the only thing you’re basing his sex craze on? Where did he go wrong? Actually where have I been going wrong!?!

Perhaps he just likes you and wants to get to know you better…

[greenrider85]

i don't get it why girls don't like asking a guy out, but maybe it's just me...

[asian]

it's becuase it's in our blood! >_> haha no not really, i'm just too shy ^_^*

[Kuri_Shinigami]

Yup most girls are shy which sometimes leads to unrequited love. >_>;

I admire girls that can ask guys out. Trust me in real life I look real confident but thats only with my friends around me.

[netorcs]

I think because I am older.. I will ask someone out. I would never had done it in high school though... I mean its easy now...

"Hey, wanna grab a bite to eat??"

[greenrider85]

okay, i could be considered a hypocrite, cause i don't think i could ever get the guts to ask a guy out..

[Kuri_Shinigami]

That's ok Green I mean most girls are like this anyways. Except for a few exceptions... >>;

[Darren337]

any girl who has the guts to ask a guy out is showing she has confidence, a serious plus. and for you girls who DONT, think about this:

when guys are the only ones doing the courting (asking the other person out) we are left with ALL of the fear of rejection, ALL of the anxiety of "what if..." and we have to make the bold first step. is that fair? (seems like one of those inequality things to me *hehe*)

[Kuri_Shinigami]

You have a point Darren. If girls make the first move that telling you how much she really likes that guy. No one wants rejection...but some people don't know when to give up...=[

[ningo]

when guys are the only ones doing the courting (asking the other person out) we are left with ALL of the fear of rejection, ALL of the anxiety of "what if..." and we have to make the bold first step. is that fair? (seems like one of those inequality things to me *hehe*)
Yeah but Darren on the plus side the gals get ALL the washing up, cleaning cooking... :face82:

No, seriously though, (please people don't flame my arse off till you've finished reading) historically, it wasn't considered proper for a gal to ask a guy out but we live in (hopefully) more enlightened times now. I've never been asked out by a girl but would be quite happy to be asked. That being said about equality everywhere for both sexes, I still go by the sentiment "Ladies first", and try to act as a gentleman in most respects, sometimes to be scorned by angry so-called "femenists"; example; Why did i get shouted at by woman for offering up my seat to her in crowded bus? "Do you think i'm any less capable of standing than you are!?!" Sheesh.

[Darren337]

hehe i follow chivalrous acts also. ladies first, open doors, help them in and out of cars, etc. the girls i know like it, but they still do things for themselves. all im saying is hey, the girls can share the burden of "what if he/she says no..."

thats fair, right?

[ningo]

... historically, it wasn't considered proper for a gal to ask a guy out but we live in (hopefully) more enlightened times now
Yeah... maybe i didn't make my position clear enough; it shouldn't be seen by either side as the other party's job to make the first move. This especially applies to the gals; gals, if you like a guy and want him to ask you out, please be aware that we do not respond to subtle nudges and hints; on the whole we are notoriously bad at reading body language, the fact that you've dressed up especially to catch our attention, that you've changed your hair, new shoes etc.

[Kuri_Shinigami]

I guess most girls are afraid of rejection as well. Although I wouldn't know since im not really in the mood for a relationship at the moment friends yeah maybe something more at a later date. And Ningo I know how you feel since everyone just thinks of me as a tomboy...i've only been mistaken as a guy once...

-edit- gotta go see ya later

[Darren337]

hahaha, yeah, just freakin say "hey i like you" we respond to that! :LOL:

[ningo]

And Ningo I know how you feel since everyone just thinks of me as a tomboy...i've only been mistaken as a guy once...
Eh? I don't really understand that reply; I've never, ever been mistaken as a gal ; I'd sure make one butt ugly woman-beard kinda gives it away-it gives me the feeling i've been woefully misrepresented by my words...

[greenrider85]

have you ever been told that you look more like your dad??? people tell me that all the time and i am like great. i look like a man..i don't know, with me it's hard to be upfront with guys..i suck at it.

[ningo]

have you ever been told that you look more like your dad??? people tell me that all the time and i am like great. i look like a man..Nah, they don't mean that...as well you know.+ I've seen your pic on the picture thread-you have no worries

[greenrider85]

that makes me feel better..

[ningo]

You are welcome-glad i've cheered up one person today.

[greenrider85]

You are welcome-glad i've cheered up one person today.
that's good.

[asian]

lol now we're all happy and stuff!
yeah i know it should be more even and girls should ask guys out but not a lot of chicks have the guts to do it.
and green, haha everyone says i kinda look lik emy dad so i know how you feel ^_^*

[Hinatetsu]

I don't like to ask guys out because I always have this fear that they would say yes just because they don't want to hurt my feelings or something. ><

Then we'd be in a relationship that the guy wasn't interested in to begin with, and it'd be just a big waste of time.

And the answer to the question directed at me earlier. How do I know he wants sex? Because he's always joking (or not joking) around about it.

What'll I do if he does? I have no clue...I'd probabally get all shy and run away. lol. Yeah, I'm that backwards.

[greenrider85]

I don't like to ask guys out because I always have this fear that they would say yes just because they don't want to hurt my feelings or something. ><

Then we'd be in a relationship that the guy wasn't interested in to begin with, and it'd be just a big waste of time.

And the answer to the question directed at me earlier. How do I know he wants sex? Because he's always joking (or not joking) around about it.

What'll I do if he does? I have no clue...I'd probabally get all shy and run away. lol. Yeah, I'm that backwards.
why don't you ask him if he is only interested in sex? it's a bit upfront, but you would want to know.

[Darren337]

hina: if he is interested only in sex, and thats not what you want, then tell him no and walk away. it may hurt him but thats ok. any guy who drags a girl along for sex alone deserves that if not worse.

also: if you are confident in yourself, and project that confidence when you ask a guy out, he will be more likely to actually want to go out with him. word of advice, dont make it sound like a plea, that will make the pity "yes" more likely. make it sound like a happy "yeah hey you're cute, wanna go out?"

[greenrider85]

hina: if he is interested only in sex, and thats not what you want, then tell him no and walk away. it may hurt him but thats ok. any guy who drags a girl along for sex alone deserves that if not worse.

also: if you are confident in yourself, and project that confidence when you ask a guy out, he will be more likely to actually want to go out with him. word of advice, dont make it sound like a plea, that will make the pity "yes" more likely. make it sound like a happy "yeah hey you're cute, wanna go out?"
i have to agree with that. geez darren is there anything you don't know?

[Darren337]

i have to agree with that. geez darren is there anything you don't know?

why girls will try to honestly defy logic that is simpler than 1+1. and trust me, ive seen girls try to do just that.

[ningo]

why girls will try to honestly defy logic that is simpler than 1+1. and trust me, ive seen girls try to do just that.
Most men will constantly puzzle most women and vice versa; 'tis the way things are.

[greenrider85]

or the other way around...being a woman, there are some things we do that i don't understand.

[ningo]

gahh...ignore this post

[Darren337]

or the other way around...being a woman, there are some things we do that i don't understand.

yeah thats gotta truly suck. "WHY DO I DO THAT!?!"

*sigh* so glad to be a guy.

[greenrider85]

pretty much.. like when girls wear like fricking six inches of makeup? what the hell is that about. i wear a little, but they are just trying to hard.

[Darren337]

mdoeration... i cant be attracted to girls who are all makeup. yeah they may look hot right now, but you gotta consider the fact that the beauty you see at that moment costs about $20 a day in products... less than cool.

[Kuri_Shinigami]

Really? I absolutely hate make up. I can't stand to have that stuff on...call me werid but that's just the way I am.

[greenrider85]

i wear it, but sometimes wish i didn't. like i would go without it sometimes..besides shouldn't they like you for yourself?

[Darren337]

i tend to like girls out of their make up more than in it. reason being, the make up is more exciting when only seen ocassionally, and in general, i just think natural is good.

[greenrider85]

yeah, i don't get why so many girls wear so much of it? really, they should just do a little bit if any..

[Sunfire249]

Lol, well, I don't wear make up myself but all of my friends wear it, so I can answer this question. It's just because girls want to be "perfect" so they hide the blemishes on their face so they'll look better. That's basically it. Not saying that's the only reason though :P

[asian]

BOO I HATE MAKEUP! what's the point if wearing it? it's like wearing a mask that you can't cry in because it's gonna run. i prefer to go neutral becuase well what's the point? people say i look good in makeup but i would rather people see me as is, then five feet under colorful crap.

[greenrider85]

i don't wear it to be perfect..i know i am not..i do it to cover up my scars i have and other things..

[Kuri_Shinigami]

haha good one asian. Aparrently I already look good with out the make up on >>;; I have no idea what they are talking about..I'll see if I can get a picture >>

[Sunfire249]

asian: Oh dude totally! I wonder who came up with make up though? Like I know there are fish tail bones in lipstick and stuff... but who would take the time to find that out?

greenrider85: Oh yeah, that's another reason too. I'm just saying for the people I know... Well, actually just one person, but whatever. For the materialistic people ;) If that makes sense.

Kuri_shinigami: Aaaawwwweesssoooooommee. I don't see how you like pictures, though... I hate pictures with such a vengeance!!! I don't get why I do... I just do! It's not that I'm totally hideous either, but, oh whatever! I'll just upload a pic into my photobucket.